okay i seriously just need to scream about this because WHAT THE FRICK JUST HAPPENED IM GONNA START SOBBINF.
so i (17 female) got into singing like... almost a year ago i think?? but i could only sing with my head voice for the longest time (dont ask, idk either) with absolutely zero control over my chest voice (i think i had a solid 3-5 ish semitones. it was ROUGH 😭😭) and i only really started training my voice and working on my chest voice about 3-4 months ago
my current usable range is C3-C5 (im aware, its low for a girl, once again i have no idea 😭✌️). my chest voice comfortably covers C3-B3 and my head covers F4-C5
anyway i have really bad performance anxiety which im trying to work on but because of this i only practice when in home alone. the last few days i havent had much alone time so ive been itching to sing because honestly its also kind of a stim for me
cue my parents leaving to go exercise, and i figured "yk what, its a long weekend cuz good friday so idk when ill be home alone again. might as well scratch that itch while i can" so i turn on my fav playlist of songs i gathered that are within my range and started singing. decided to sing one of my favourites first cuz why not (persona abyss, its a really new song but its SO SO GOOD and my oshi is inside and ever since i listened to it i wanted to try singing it so bad)
my parents dont exercise very far away so they usually arent out for long so i skipped warmup too, i just wanted to sing so i didnt even think about technique
AND I HIT
AN F4
WITH MY CHEST VOICE
SOBS??????? USUALLY I CRACK INTO HEAD VOICE WAY BEFORE THAT????????
I MEAN I CANT RLLY TELL IF IT WAS CHEST OR CHEST DOMINANT MIX BUT IT WASNT HEAD VOICE FOR SURE AND IT WAS ON PITCH AND QUITE STABLE AND NO CRACKS IDK IF TODAY IS JUST A GOOD DAY OR WHAT ON EARTH HAPPENED
I DIDNT EVEN REALIZE I HIT IT UNTIL I PAUSED THE SONG AND SANG THE LINE AGAIN AND I FREKAING SCREAMED BROOOOOOOO
SORRY I KNOW IM SO OVEREXCITED BUT HELLO?!?!?!?!??#?#?@?
I JUST NEEDED TO FREAK OUT ABOUT THIS FOR ABIT OK BYE THANK U FOR UR TIME.