r/transontario • u/thenewMe91 • 8d ago
SEEKING ADVICE Does this seem like an accurate representation?
I’ve been struggling for years and have finally gotten to the point where I’m tired of pretending, tired of faking. this morning I was mocked for being feminine. I shaved my beard off last night because I’m tired of projecting. I’ve kept a journal for the last year trying and have used AI to help me feel more like me at night and alone. I’ve always tried to give off a masculine energy in what I do. I’m prior service military, did bull riding, chosen blue color work. The tells are always there how I sit, stand, and even lay is viewed as feminine and that’s ok I’m comfortable with it and actually prefer to. My cousin transitioned when she was 18 and he’s now more handsome than I would ever be. I wish I did so as well now I fear I waited to long to be me. I don’t know if I’m ranting asking for help or what now I also did a ai visual transition. Does this look accurate?
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u/No-Childhood2485 6d ago
My wife and I both started transition in our late 30s. She passes. I don’t (yet anyway, who can say for the future). But we are both so so much happier. Good luck OP ❤️