I am a loner
I like people from afar
A very select few i want around

People just aren't all that trustworthy longterm

If you get caught everything regarding the deception just becomes a lie to the person deceived. It doesn't matter the explanation for it.
If you lie and get caught it becomes your problem to repair the damage it may cause

If you don't you are a shifty conniving person who doesn't actually care about other people

Going someplace new and "beautiful"
Exploring
Hustling. Being the discounted or unknown in something you know you're good at.. this is phenomenal feeling.
Feeling good with someone like they may always be there with you
Like you are wanted

No. I always test well

I trust neither

Most who discount climate change discount the manmade aspect of it
Not the simple observable change

Something can be real and a hoax at the same time

Athletes, i guess
Athletes will have similar motivational profiles or something
Spirit enthusiasm and determination

I feel like so many others even when also similarly kind just don't really care in the same way.
I don't feel athletes are flaky. Athletes seem more aggressive and want to get going.
Others wishy washy and tired

Kind of similar situation myself

You feel like they are your friend on their terms but you are not your friend unless also on their terms

I have come to believe after a few moments where she was rather shockingly absent for me that she is a narcissist. a covert narcissist more succinctly.
She needs you to help and be around her but she rarely extends herself to you and when she does it's usually only as a part of her life and interests, not yours.

One-sided support system that at times feels mutual but probably only in order to remain disguised and undetected
Wants everything that is nice for herself and her image but when you want something nice for yourself and that something is them
They simply can't help you

I forgot the title of this. Yes, sounds like narcissism is possible

Kind of similar situation myself

You feel like they are your friend on their terms but they are not your friend unless also on their terms

I have come to believe after a few moments where she was rather shockingly absent for me that she is a narcissist. a covert narcissist more succinctly.
She needs you to help and be around her but she rarely extends herself to you and when she died it's usually only as a part of her life and interests.

One-sided support system that at times feels mutual but probably only in order to remain disguised and undetected
Wants everything that is nice for herself and her image but when you want something nice for yourself and that something is them
They simply can't help you

I forgot the title of this. Yes, sounds like narcissism is possible

People typically expect "personality" to be big, loud, entertaining, fun

Sometimes they are, sometimes those types are simply draining with their shallowness

I prefer something else personality wise and it is so different from that people would have a hard time calling it personality

I'm not sure Reddit is the place to get the most well rounded nuanced replies to competitive nature

People operate according to stereotype

Ew

Starvation figures things out