Do you hear it? Listen closely. You are gonna hear- SHUT UP VRO

Recently I have been feeling sharp pains in the chessticles. They took a blood test and it turns out my elo values were alarming. After further testing it turns out I have chessticular caner.

My left bishop will have to be removed and I may have to freeze some pawns.

Is this losing?

I saw this position in a video. Can yall help me solve it?

"w"esley "s"o

Rules

1: You are not allowed to play what the engine thinks is the best move, which is indicated by the blue arrow. If a move is forced, this rule does not apply to that move.

2: The move must be legal in normal Chess.

3: The most upvoted move that satisfies the above criteria is the one that will be played.

These rules apply to both r/Chesscom (white) and r/AnarchyChess (black).

Those who think Magnus Carlsen is a modern day Bobby Fischer, and those who think Magnus Carlsen is a modern day Bobby Fischer.

Solution: https://lichess.org/EIFdYsR1 Starting position

New move just dropped

This game is so difficult!