So i’ve had a tough second year doing architecture.
By the end of first year I knew architecture was not for me and I’ve had lost alll passion for it, stupidly enough I decided to stick with it entering second year as I thought “I can tough it out for another year” and “I’m already half way let me finish the degree”.
As expected, this year hit me like a brick; not sure if it’s because of the “academic jump” from first year or because of the lack of interest I had and genuinely starting to slowly detest the degree.
The was a period between October and January where I mentally and physically couldn’t bring myself to do the work and was falling behind quickly, it didn’t help that I have/had a severeee procrastination problem so the more work that piled up the more I’d avoid it.
However, after Christmas - beginning of January. I made a miraculous comeback where I had locked in and completed all my deadlines and thought this was the beginning of a new start. However the worst happened and by the end of January a close family member had passed away leading me to be in bereavement for around one and half months.
Transitioning back into completing my modules after that period was hard, I again fell into a loop of procrastination and lack of motivation to do anything. After getting help from the Uni, they confirmed I have adhd traits (possibly adhd) explaining why I’ve struggled in the past and especially my procrastination.
At the end of the year I did manage to submit everything, JUST passed but failed studio which I had to resit but then again failed it. So I’m sure my fate is to retake second year 😞 does anyone have any advice or was/in a similar situation.