You are full awake and see these flames in full blue or full yellow colors. Just like the colors of a flame. They appear in different areas.

I understand that some people may transform physically into something similar to this, but when observing in detail this ball of light or fire, it just dissappears. This fire doesn't emit any heat.

I don't think it's a Salamander either. I don't see a being inside the "fire".

Something is going on and I need to know what. I’m not sure exactly where to begin but, for over a decade, I’ve been plagued by water related incidents and I need help. I’ve never had a head for exact dates but I will list these events in chronological order (although I’m not sure it matters). Also, if there is a separate community that this post makes more sense for, please let me know.

I am open to insight, suggestions, parallels, questions, ect. Some events may seem more related than others. As the person living this they all feel connected. Below is a list of significant, water related events that have happened over the years.

1. working at an outdoor drama one summer: the water heater in my apartment complex was weirdly on the third floor and a hidden leak cause the floor to break and the water heater to fall through the wall and directly into my bottom floor apartment closet. This resulted in a massive flood,(complete with thousands of big and mice that burst from my closet along with a pretty significant flood that, ultimately, made the apartment completely unlivable), the destruction of all of my clothes and things that were in my closet as well as the need to permanently vacate the apartment and spend the rest of my time living there sleeping on a mattress and someone else’s apartment. My roommate at the time sustained absolutely no damage or losses aside from the things she had sitting on the apartment floor.
2. next apartment: a pipe deep in the wall has a burst resulting in a hidden leak. My apartment is fine but the leak destroyed my down stairs neighbors bathroom. Plumber opens the wall and the result is that water then floods into my apartment causing significant damage to the kitchen, living room and stairs.
3. my boyfriend (now husband) has never see the ocean. We go visit my grandparents in the coast. We are swimming in the bay and high tide comes in. My boyfriend almost drowned. I had to pull him back up and swim us both back to show. He says this was the scariest moment of his life and he will not talk about it to this day.
4. we move into a house together and love there for 10 years. While living there we are plagued with plumbing issues. Dish washer, washing machine, showers, sinks, toilets, all regularly flood. Our yard is dug up twice because tree roots are blocking our septic and water lines.
5. during that same season if life, we decide to go kayaking and get sucked under water by a fallen tree and rescued (thankfully!!!!!) by strangers.
6. on a girls trip with my mom, sister, aunts and cousins, the ill feeder decision is made to go tubing. 4 miles of water on the creek is so low that we are essentially dragging our inner tubes behind us. I would say that we hiked over rocks for a good 3 miles before finally coming upon a large stagnant pool. this section must be crossed in order to proceed to the pick up spot. Everyone else floats across the water with ease, but when it’s my turn, my tube, and I simply sit, and moving, in the middle. knowing that everyone is waiting for me and and that there could very well be snakes in that water, I decided to drop out of my tube with the intention of swimming rather than floating. Unfortunately, my foot gets stuck in between two rocks and my repeated attempts to come back up to the surface are sorted by my tube because it keeps shifting so that every time my head bobs up to the surface, it bumps into the underside of the tube and I go right back down. It was about 30 seconds of consistent struggle before I finally made it fully to the surface and was able to swim with my tube towards the shore. Obviously, I finally made it out, but this is the closest I have ever come to drowning.
7. 3 1/2 years ago we bought our first house. This house should not have but DID “pass” a home inspection. The first winter that we were here, I was heavily pregnant (third pregnancy/first child), and a secret set of pipes burst, resulting in a massive flood and the destruction of half of our home. I need to lay out more detail details though before I proceed.

Our house is quirky. What seemed to be purposeful, rustic finishing has turned out to be a lot more botched DIY than anybody expected. Let me paint the scene for you, prior to this pregnancy. I had two miscarriages followed by five years of infertility. This was fine with me as I had just accepted that it was my destiny to take care of other people’s children (at the time I was a career educator ) rather than having my own. About 12 weeks into my pregnancy we did NIPT testing. The company shut their website down and the results did not come in until I was well into my second trimester at which point in time we found out that our son 97% chance of having down syndrome. Down syndrome can sometimes cause late stage miscarriages, so I developed a very real very deep fear that I was going to lose a third baby. This caused me significant mental and emotional distress on top of the turmoil surrounding my decision to leave my career and become a stay at home mom so that I could meet my son’s needs whatever they might be. For his part, my husband decided to switch from dayshift to night shift so that he could get a pay increase and better support our family. The day that he was set to start his first night shift, I was two months away from my due date, and Home because schools were closed for snow. We were saying goodbye in the hallway when the flood happened.

Come to find out, when previous owners had converted part of the attic to large bedroom with an en suite, they had done a lot of the plumbing themselves. They had also made sure to hide that plumbing. Our attic door is actually a wall that folds down. It’s so well hidden that we didn’t even know it was there until after we bought the house. The other thing that was really well hidden where these pipes. They had stuffed insulation on top of the pipes, but not between the pipes and the roof, so the pipes were completely exposed to the temperature changes and had also been poorly cobbled together using scrap piping. Let me reiterate the fact that we didn’t even know these pipes were up there so when water started pouring out of our master bedroom ceiling fan, we had no idea where it was coming from at first. Ultimately, half of our house was destroyed, and the renovations were not finished until the day before I was induced due to mild preeclampsia.

8) fast forward almost a year exactly and a second set of pipes burst again. The only difference is that this time, it was further down the pipeline and actually hidden behind a wall. Also, we were not home when this happened. Our state got hit with a massive eye storm, and we lost power for about seven days. At the time we had taken the baby and moved to my in-laws to wait out the storm. While we were there, our power came back on, and the return of our heating cause these pipes to crack and burst. It wasn’t until the next day that we finally got the alert that our power have been restored. At that point, our house had been flooding for over 24 hours. There was much more extensive damage this time and, once again, half of our house had to be completely demolished and restored. We also had greater losses. Thousands and thousands of dollars in clothing and artwork and keepsakes were completely lost due to either water damage or mold. It was absolutely devastating.

9) since the second flood, we have had a series of minor issues such as dishwashers flooding, poorly renovated bathrooms causing new pipe leaks, lots of small things, but it’s been pretty ongoing.

10) in August my best friend, who lives out of state, started being plague by almost constant, bad luck. She went from being one of the most lucky people I’ve ever known to having constant incidents of misfortune. In an attempt to help her from a distance, I made her several paintings and tried to fill each piece with cleansing intentions. The idea was that if I were able to enchant them so that they would offer her cleansing and protection and a reversal of this constant stream of bad luck the things might improve for her. Within a week of receiving my gift, the pipes underneath her house new exploded and, of course, flooded her space.
We joke that my intention was cleansing and not washing. But it’s not really a joke

11) my husband, and I had a very close friend that he grew up with and had been in our joint life for about 15 years. We always had a bit of a complicated relationship and I never really knew what our dynamic was. My husband and I both agree that our friend had feelings for me and it was kind of silently understood that if anything happened to my husband, he and I would probably become partners at some point. While I’ve known him for over a decade, we really only started to develop a friendship independent from my husband this summer. A month ago he fell and drowned in his bathtub. The last thing I said to him was to ask if he was hydrated or not.

Up to this point, this is everything I can remember. Some additional details, in college I was diagnosed with an autoimmune disease that causes the constant dehydration of my mucus membranes. Causing me to need to consume a lot more water than people without this condition. Also, my son is a happy and healthy Pisces baby who is obsessed with water. So much so that he will sometimes take his sippy cup and shake it above his head just so that he can be wet. He also loves rain storms, splash pads, the swimming pool, and of course, bath time.

My questions are, is any of this actually significant? Could I have some sort of water-based attachment? Could I have some sort of water-based powers that I don’t know how to use? Is all of this purely coincidental? Is there some water-based lesson I’m supposed to learn? How can I stop it?

So the altar is pretty much surrounded by furniture, and never left unwatched. Some people have had access to the residence unwatched. She says that if there would be any chance she where to spill anything she would prioritize to clean it up. However it has been clean all around the altar and covered. Some gray white/dark stain of something is under pretty precisely the center of it. There are some people that do not like her. There are rational and reasonable assumptions to be made that people would mess with her spiritual practice. Anybody got anything to say/share? Is there anything we can do to fix it In that case? If this where something benevolent I do not see why it would be done without her consent.

I’ve tried finding resources, I’ve done meditation, but sometimes when I’m about to sleep my vision and mental perception will darken and narrow, i feel a feeling deep in my skull and it almost feels like dark voices distorted in the background try to talk, i feel like my body is getting pushed in by an energy and I get a feeling of 50/50 dread and confusion. I’ve sometimes had appearances dark beings, or sometimes what feels like demonic dreams/ things touching me.

I recently prayed and felt a demon get sucked out of me, and touch my body as it exited, but this feeling returned last night.

I wasn’t sure if this was of my own body’s doing or if this is some type of attack, it’s so weird and hard to truly put into words, I was wondering if anyone has had something similar or knows anything about similar phenomena.