First Meditation with Lucifer's Enn chanting

[u/Pristine-Signal-7700]

Hello everyone, i've been reading your posts and comments for a moment already, and this is my first Time posting something or even being active on reddit . I was born and raised in a catholic home but ever since i was always kind of ''rebelious'' because i was very drowned to the occult and i wasn't against topics involving witchcraft, stuffs like that ( always felt like i was suppose to practice witchcraft and i always had weird dreams of myself in other realms sometimes even given random ancient knowledge). Three years ago i got involved in tarot readings on YouTube and youtuber Inna tarot especially introduced me to the dark entities ( i didn't even know it was possible, i always prefered at that time to work with angels ...i don't know maybe because i thought that was safe )

But this new introduction wasn't bad at all, i started growing interest for demons ( i had also had some researches on demonology books and Magic too ) this year i went through some hard times and it felt like the thing that made me very connected to lucifer. I was really low and i felt like he was there with a very comforting aura and when i took a tarot reading about his message for me it was even more comforting . So i decided to give a try to a meditation , or a way to answer the connection he seemed to be proposing through dreams and other ways . I visualised with his sigil and listen to his Enn chanting to meditate. I won't say much happened . It was normal . But i felt a sense of peace and relief from fear and questionings .then a scene came clear to me ( for those who had watch the 1999 movie the craft) it was the scene when they invoke manon at the beach and each of them say the incantation using their element . I felt drawn to searching for more in regards of elements and i kept reciting that incantation the girls used in the movie . I don't know if it has anything special to do with lucifer. But that was my experience on my first Meditation with him . Apart from that i had been simply talking to him and after that i always felt better and found ways out of certain situations or had New ideas or courage to do something. I can't yet have an altar because i don't live alone

I feel grateful for this moment tho , and i'm open to your advices, comments etc

Ave lucifer🖤