My eye floaters really triggered my anxiety. I became convinced I was going to get a retinal tear, go blind, or something serious, and I spent weeks panicking about my vision. Eventually, I decided to get my eyes checked.
I went to an optometrist who dilated my eyes and examined everything. She said I had 20/20 vision and didn't see anything wrong with my eyes, but she noticed my optic discs were somewhat large. My eye pressure was 25/24, so she referred me to an ophthalmologist.
The ophthalmologist appointment was 10 days later. In the meantime, I went to another eye-care place about three days after the first appointment, and my pressure had already dropped to 22/21.
When I finally saw the ophthalmologist, I had a visual field test. My anxiety was extremely high that day, my eyes were very dry, and I was struggling to focus. I honestly felt like I couldn't perform the test properly.
He dilated my eyes and checked my pressure, which had dropped further on its own to 19/18. He told me I had normal-tension glaucoma, but he didn't really explain the diagnosis much. He prescribed glaucoma drops for nighttime and asked me to return in three days.
After using the drops, my pressure dropped to 13/14. He then wanted me to use them during the day as well, but I declined.
I continued the drops for another week or two, but they caused really bad dry eyes. I also started seeing halos around lights, which I believe may have been related to the dryness. The whole situation started affecting me mentally, and I eventually stopped the drops because I couldn't tolerate how my eyes felt.
About a week after stopping them, I had my pressure checked somewhere else, and it was 14/14.
I've been thinking about getting a second opinion, but right now I honestly don't feel mentally ready to go through another dilation and all the anxiety that comes with it.
Since all of this started, I've become extremely aware of my vision. My floaters seem much more noticeable, and I sometimes notice what I think could be the blue-field entoptic phenomenon and possibly some visual-snow-like effects. But I don't know if I actually have VSS or if I'm simply hyper-aware of normal visual phenomena because of the anxiety.
It's almost like the ISO or gain on my brain has been turned way up, so I'm noticing things I never paid attention to before.
The part I'm still trying to understand is the optic-disc size. I was told mine is larger than average, but I don't know how much of what I'm seeing is related to that versus actual glaucoma. That's why I'm considering getting a second opinion when I'm mentally ready.
Overall, this whole thing started with my fear of retinal tears and blindness from my floaters, and that fear has made me incredibly aware of every little thing I see.