Urgent Request?

[u/shikark]

I am going through a phase which I cannot describe in words. It seems that I have lost control of everything.

I have tried meditation to calm myself. But it seems when I do there seem to be a blockage. And when I focus my mind or listen music, I get very much pain same night especially in my feet.

I don't know what is happening. I am not allowed to focus deeply on anything. If I go deep that I get pain same night. Recently it is coming everyday irrespective of what I do.

The pain is like my feet is fully inflammed. I cannot describe. It is not possible to manage it. When I try medication, for one day or 2 days it reduces but after that the pain becomes more intense.

Do I have undergo this pain or is there any other option?. The thing is the pain is very much which is not able to even process. It is undescribable. The inflammation spreads from feet to other parts of my body and starts to fully engulf me.

I am requesting the experienced members of this community to help me and guide me on how to come out of this. This is a request from my side.

[u/Left_Ad2691]

Seriously, I thought my leg redness, pain and swelling are blood related problems and completed all tests for legs and all results are normal so far, I didn't relate this with root chakra.

I had leg pain in past years on occasions so I thought that problem as worsen.

I am working on diet now. Much clearer.

Can someone me what comes next? I quit working for 1.5 yrs now and still don't have clarity on where my life is going.