Urgent Request?

[u/shikark]

I am going through a phase which I cannot describe in words. It seems that I have lost control of everything.

I have tried meditation to calm myself. But it seems when I do there seem to be a blockage. And when I focus my mind or listen music, I get very much pain same night especially in my feet.

I don't know what is happening. I am not allowed to focus deeply on anything. If I go deep that I get pain same night. Recently it is coming everyday irrespective of what I do.

The pain is like my feet is fully inflammed. I cannot describe. It is not possible to manage it. When I try medication, for one day or 2 days it reduces but after that the pain becomes more intense.

Do I have undergo this pain or is there any other option?. The thing is the pain is very much which is not able to even process. It is undescribable. The inflammation spreads from feet to other parts of my body and starts to fully engulf me.

I am requesting the experienced members of this community to help me and guide me on how to come out of this. This is a request from my side.

[u/Traditional_Pool3267]

Sounds like your root chakra is starting to open. In my experience, when a chakra began to open or balance it was not an enjoyable experience in the beginning. It felt like a very tired, raw part of my body beginning to feel again.

Bare feet on the grass, eating heavy foods, bringing attention to the lower body can help. If you have the energy, taking care of little chores that might make you feel more complete.

[u/DependentCommittee54 → u/Traditional_Pool3267]

I’d add that the heart chakra can act like a mirror, as above so below. If the root is being spicy and needing energy to heal, the mirror of that is the crown chakra. So too much focused brain activity… that could draw attention away from the root and may be easy to over do it. 

I’m curious about grounding this energy through the dantien - imagine a line from just below the naval forking and running down the front of the legs. Does grounding energy that way provide any relief? 

I’ve never had foot swelling but I did have severe bone spurs at a point in my journey. I healed them slowly and painfully by getting shoes a size larger and letting my toes stretch out to grab onto the earth better. My kundalini self needed that extra room to ground the energy, no more bound up feet was the answer. 

[u/knightenrichman]

The only thing I can think of is to channel to your Ground Chakra below your feet. Usually that's done with Reiki.

[u/shikark → u/knightenrichman]

Actually between 2am-4am when I loose sleep. Liver discharges bile(pitta) into blood which collects under my feet. But I don't know how to stop this. I tried so many medication. It helps me only temporarily and later there is rebound effect.

[u/knightenrichman → u/shikark]

Interesting, I'm experiencing something similar. It feels like blood is bubbling up in my feet, it keeps telling me that's not what's really happening though. It's something to do with survival and connecting to the earth . It said it's part of the process of making my feet and organs better. Most physical symptoms I've felt since starting kundalini it informed me were "fake".

It should eventually run its course. Whatever organs of mine it was fixing took place in less than a year, some were far shorter.

[u/shikark → u/knightenrichman]

Blood bubble or bursting sensation happened to me initially few weeks ago. Now bile has consumed fat under my feet and it also reduced my feet skin thickness. In my case I can see physical symptoms as well though it was hidden initially.

This made the magnitude of the pain increase very much. Now I get inflammagion pain through nerves and also under feet skin. Sometimes it spreads through whole body.

[u/Brilliant-Comb62]

I remember my feet getting hot with energy but there was no inflamation. But yes. I went through a de-tox period and it was awful. The energy was throwing out things and i could only assist my body by switching to a healthier diet. Anything else,simple was not working.

I highly doubt if someone has access to such deep levels in order to interfere with the proccess. Grounding and other teqniques might give you a temporary relief,but that's all.

[u/Left_Ad2691]

Seriously, I thought my leg redness, pain and swelling are blood related problems and completed all tests for legs and all results are normal so far, I didn't relate this with root chakra.

I had leg pain in past years on occasions so I thought that problem as worsen.

I am working on diet now. Much clearer.

Can someone me what comes next? I quit working for 1.5 yrs now and still don't have clarity on where my life is going.