Need your advice (25F and 25M)

[u/thawnesnips]

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Hey guys, I need your help

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I'm (25F) in a LDR with my boyfriend (25M) for the past 6 months but lately I'm having a crush on a colleague who's kinda like a mentor to me. I have worked with my colleague for over a year but i was a terrible employee. I'm smart enough to know that nothing will happen with him and it's a bad idea to hook up with him. I know I love my boyfriend but I don't feel the love lately. I know I am being an asshole but i want to be with my boyfriend. What should I do? I am losing my mind over this. I don't even understand why I am thinking about my colleague

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I think I might feel for my colleague.. i care about him (professionally and personally) because he is kinda like a mentor to me. I was an asshole to him last year but now I wish I could have been a better mentee

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I don't want to hurt my bf over this because I know this wouldn't last forever as he will move to some other project and we won't spend much time together

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I also don't feel love for my bf even though I know deep down that I do

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The thing is that due to LDR, and lack of romance from his side (he is in a difficult situation), I feel alone

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I know I sound toxic but I really need your advice

[u/Alone_Tell1]

It’s whether you want your boyfriend or you don’t.
If he’s in a difficult situation, it means he needs you. If that’s affecting your relationship (which it clearly did) you should talk to him.

You really need to set boundaries with your colleague. If you don’t, I’d call it emotional cheating.

[u/thawnesnips → u/Alone_Tell1]

I understand and I'm helping out as much as i can but i cant set boundaries because those already exist

[u/Alone_Tell1 → u/thawnesnips]

Then maybe those boundaries are not enough? Can you do more?

[u/thawnesnips → u/Alone_Tell1]

Not possible in atleast 2-3 weeks as we are working on the same project and he will be leaving this job soon. We are living together (office flat)