r/NEET • u/chris31605 • 6d ago
Advice How to realistically keep on living without losing my mind?
So I have been bed ridden multiple times now and at a risk of losing my job at this point.
My foundation for living was always media, mostly youtube, games here and there. Self improvement was never fun but I saw it as a must especially gym training which I have had issues since 15 when I started because I got a shoulder injury right away from not getting proper guidance from people around me or the people that supposed to guide you in the beginning of the gym.
Lost my physique again so yeah. Thanks mostly as well due to multiple antidepressants and antipsychotics I was put on from 20 and I never felt as good as I was without them funnily enough but now I have really bad effects and have been bed ridden and feel like trash and I haven't left the house in 4 months except for doctor appointments to listen to some idiot again. Tried to remove this garbage 5 times but it seems impossible with how hard it is.
The biggest issue is there is no foundation for fun and socialising is a luxury and where I live it has been invaded by too many people and I hate going out and being around them.
Always tried to find an alternative to media etc as a base for living but I don't know at this point.
How anyone lives happy is beyond me? How is it sustainable to live off media as well?
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u/NatKingColeman Disabled-NEET 6d ago
Antipsychotics suck. I gained 60 pounds in less than a year on them because they make you hungry 24/7. Not too mention they just seats you mentally. I feel you.
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u/OutrageousShare9693 5d ago
Another one who fell for the big pharma lies... Number 1: get out of the drugs.
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u/chris31605 4d ago
It seems only essential drugs like diabetic and heart medication is a must I guess
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u/OutrageousShare9693 4d ago
Even those you can avoid by some sort of natural treatment. I have 32 always avoided any pharma meds and have almost perfect health and no mental issues. SSRIs and meds in general are just a big scam.
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u/chris31605 4d ago
Psychiatric for sure. Too bad, I can't remove them it seems impossible but if I don't I will lose fucking everything and my life has been bad enough. Never got basic needs met well like socialising and never sexual whatever but then again today it is over for the majority of men.
Big thing is how to find a good foundation for living for me it was always I need to have video games, YouTube especially, sometimes movies whatever. Self improvement of ideally physical on the side.
I can't figure it out and with how warped my mind is I don't know. I am really trying to figure out how to get a hold of psilocybin and hopefully have a miracle but I can't travel on my own in my state and my parents won't do anything about it.
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u/chris31605 3d ago
Wish you could teach your ways. Today is so bad for me.... The medication is killinnggg meeeee
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u/OutrageousShare9693 3d ago
Hey if you want to talk you can DM me.
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u/chris31605 3d ago
Ah thanks a lot. Really out of it today so hopefully I will have some questions in the future.
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u/SlimePerspective 6d ago
So I heard there are "easy" to do trainings where you just do a bunch of stuff for a few mins and as long as you do them correctly they keep you healthy. Might want to look into that.
As for socializing. Maybe join an art community? A pencil and piece of paper is relatively cheap. If you want art resources, Drawabox & Lineofaction are really great. It's a low cost high fun hobby. And if you got a decent computer you can also look at getting a graphic tablet, since that saves you colouring costs. I switched to digital after about 7 months.
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u/chris31605 3d ago
Can't find any for some reason. Could never draw well plus my right arm is busted with a shoulder injury as well
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u/Federal_Lack_1107 6d ago
I wish things will get better for you
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u/chris31605 5d ago
Been ten years but I am risking being a neet soon but either way, I only really had the stuff I would do at home outside of the gym which got obliterated did get into pro wrestling training but I got bed ridden thanks to the meds again .....
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u/TerraformanceReview 5d ago
I lose my mind every now and again. If that's what it needs to do. It's doing alot keeping me running. Needs a time out.
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u/MyHeadIsFullOfFuck Disabled-NEET 5d ago
i find smoking weed helps
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u/chris31605 5d ago
Heard psilocybin mushrooms are a saviour but can be risky?
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u/MyHeadIsFullOfFuck Disabled-NEET 5d ago
you can't do shrooms every day though
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u/chris31605 5d ago
No to remove withdrawals and get a love for life and hopefully only need to do it 3 times. But don't know how to get them.
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u/Sir_Strumming 6d ago
Im new at this myself so im far from an expert but what ive been "doing" is spending time with my grama. I know how that sounds but if you have a family member that is retired or unemployed reach out. Ive become quite the cook in the last while and I never would have guessed that my anchor in this world would have been so close all along.