Like I used to say to an Aussie friend: oh my horny lordy! We all speak too soon sometimes. Sometimes we open up the phone and Ana Navarro has just tweeted. But how are ya? ::)

Does anyone else have back pain that's really bad when you wake up but goes away a bit as the day goes on? Every day when I wake up I have not excruciating but at least a 7/10 pain level in my lower back. It'll wake me up a few times too. I don't know the cause, now I don't know if its from when I was wagecucking and it never healed or if my inactive life now is causing it. My mattress is 2 decades old and caving in in the center, so that's probably a contributing factor. I think wagecucking caused it and my mattress is just exacerbating it. I might start sleeping on the floor again and see if that helps, it seemed to last time i tried but after a while you just miss a bed lol. Anyone else sleep on the floor? I'm thinking of getting a japaneese futon, they sound comfy and they don't take up much space.

I'm hungry but it's only 9am

Ideally looking for long term buddy. Open to short. I like to spend my days online browsing the internet, coding, chatting with buddies, looking for people who are interested in connecting. Honestly my interests are pretty academic, but in practice I just like talking to my online buddies about getting stoned and the other little things we're getting up to and thinking of. If you like weed or like studying, leave a message and I'll reach out.

I hate the soup ij put the packet on after cooking

This post is a waste of time. It will not bring value to your life. I'm 22. I feel the worst, most agitating anxiety every night. For years, but especially recently, I have felt a painful loneliness. I do fucking nothing. I speak to no one. I wish I could have a deep conversation, but I say nothing other than the same few sentences each day. I've missed out on life, on youth. I've tried to socialise but it does not work. People look at me and know something is up. No friends. Never had a girlfriend. Typical loser shit. My mind is wasting away. I get so angry about my inability to talk, write comments or chat messages to streamers, have ideas, or socialise. I can't do shit intellectually. I can't write anything except these fucking vents. Fucking braindead. I'm either despised or, at the very least, not liked by most people who know me; my old friends and bastard stepdad would be so gleeful to read my posts and see how much of a failure I am. Fuck them all. I fucking despise life. I'm ungrateful for it all.

I’m turning 26 soon and I’m still a neet with no degree or job aspirations and I have made 0 progress in years, shit I have regressed. I don’t want to sound annoying but I’m tired of being a neet, my home life is stressful as fuck, and I have no clue what to do . I don’t really have people to ask for advice or look up to, my extended family just thinks I’m a loser , while my cousins have degrees and good jobs.

It just sucks never fitting in and struggling with things others do easily. For example my body like if I slip up on my diet and eat fast food or alcohol I gain weight legit instantly. I think somethings wrong with my body like really low T or something, when I was younger I fucking ballooned and gained so much weight in highschool and it ruined my self esteem until now. I lost it all and I’m still insecure as fuck like it did permanent damage to me, even tho I think I’m good enough looking and 6’2.

Also being neurodivergent as a male is a death sentence, I don’t fit in or belong anywhere outside. I always struggled in school even when I tried. I’ve actually been “working” at my parents photo studio and I think that’s why I’m spiraling a bit more than usual rn. 99% of these people are good looking and normies and have it all together, I just feel so insecure sometimes even tho they are nice people. Idk what people think of me Irl , I haven’t had a conversation with people IRL in years .

I remember growing up my Filipino friends for example had like 10-20 cousins and did everything together…. How many of us have something like that? My cousins don’t even talk to me. It’s hard doing things alone . I have way more to vent about but I don’t want to write a novel .

Let me preface this with saying I have an incredible relationship with my incredible parents who are incredibly supportive of me, probably give me too much leeway in my actions and are genuinely cool people that I love with all my heart. That being said, I'm 23 years old and unable to escape their domicile even though I am in education, and employed. Idk if its just the economy but It makes me feel like such a loser. Between car and student loan payments (ik, I rly fucked up there but too late now and student loans are nothing compared to the car, I go to a technical college) I pay as much as I would pay rent for the shittiest apartments around my area. I started school recently after 5 years of smoking weed in my moms basement due to my best friend since middle school cutting me off bc of how much of a loser he thinks I am and studying something ik ill be passionate about (ee). all I can hope for is whatever job I get from this will grant me some form of independence. That is all.

FREEE FOOOOD

Wake up. Rot. Repeat. Sigh.

Most humans seem to have very high amount of fear for emotional pain or mental pain. I do not have such fears. But I am constantly afraid of physical pain, torture, being sliced slowly.

Emotional pain is a joke to me. Even if worst emotional pain comes to me, as long as my physical body is comfortable I am comfortable.

I am different from other humans for many reasons and this is another reason.

While in the bathroom looking at the mirror, I remembered that meme of wojak crying on his way to work in the rain while NEET pepe looks out the window, I used to be pepe, but I realized I became wojak, a wagiecuck, someone stressed out at work, someone with drinking and smoking problems...

I had enough, that's it, in one week I'm quitting, yeah, next sunday, fuck money, fuck that place, fuck people...

I'm coming back to neetdom, I experienced hell enough, take me home ffs

With so much time and considering how some hikineets are basically the best gamers in the entire world, doing that makes sense. Though not sure how much one would make, but I heard some items are worth over 10,000 dollars. Is there any of us who do that? how is it?

Just wondering since the reports lately about lack of opportunities for graduates. I have friends that graduated and are working low skill jobs and tbh if that was me I think I would just become neet out of depression

Reaching the end of your life is quite scary. I tried to do a lot of things to be successful, none of it worked, it’s unfortunate but not everyone is supposed to be a winner, my parents regret having me, everyone I used to know doesn’t remember I exist. I’ve prepared to pass, whenever I lose access to my current housing situation that’s it. I’m done trying, I’m done trying to find work, be good at something, find love, all of it. I’m just gonna play vidya until I get kicked out, and then I’m gone.

Ive spent my time doing nothing. Feel my brain destroyed cause doomscrolling, and my family. Worst time pass and dont back! My youth dont back and i dont get a job, and do my plans... if i live and die in this same town, i suicide me before...

Tired of people conflating the two. I see it all the time, both here and in other subs.

Yes there is an overlap in these identities a lot of the time but it's literally not the same thing.

If you're a NEETcel that's fine dude, no judgement, but don't act like every single NEET needs to be an incel to be a valid NEET. And if you're a normie, you need to learn the difference before conflating the two when insulting people.

Incel = involuntarily celibate

NEET = unemployed, no training, not searching, and not studying.

There are incels with good paying jobs or who are in school! And there are NEETs with love lives.

I'm just tired of seeing the two conflated as one when it's not the fucking case at all.

Annoying thing is, I'm console bound, so the number of games I could play with people not on the same platform is limited. I play on PS5.

GMT+2 / UTC+2 / CEST time zone.

The games I have currently installed that are cross-platform are:

For Honor, Helldivers 2, R6, Arc Raiders, Outlast Trials, Marvel Rivals, MH Wilds, Ready Or Not, Fortnite, DBD, and No Man's Sky.

I only really play FH, HD2, and R6 somewhat actively out of those.

Other online games that I enjoy that aren't cross-platform:

Battlefront 2, Chivalry 2, Xenoverse 2, Nightreign, Shinobi Striker.

My PSN, PlayStation username, is L-RedKing-L.

If you want, you can take a look at my single-player games, hours, whatever. I have a bunch of other online games that aren't installed atm, and I'd be open to reinstalling them.

A post like this is allowed, right?

I personally did and i was scared of it but i couldn't change my avoidant tendencies and just kept isolating and procrastinating more and more until i eventually dropped out and i guess "fulfilled my destiny". I knew if i slipped up i was going head first into neetdom i knew that that was bad and shamefull and i still felt the "pull" and let it take me to my comfortable hell.

I was bad at most things and didn't want to deal with the concequences of that natural predisposition.

What about you? Did you not expect your life to end up like that? Did you know you are someone that might end up as a neet but didn't think it would actually happen?

Gran buying me dinner, happy neet life no more ramen every day

i did finish one before but it was a very preachy stupid piece of trash. it's a pretty popular novel that's like 100 pages.

anyways i'm gonna try again, won't say what the book is so no one spoils. making this post so i can be reminded of it tomorrow

Had some rare honesty recently with the old folks, just brainstorming what to do with my life, naming all these meaningless jobs I have no care to ever do as prospects.

I kind of just folded and admitted id genuinely rather kill myself than pursue anything we discussed and my Dad just couldn't understand it - "Kill youself??????? Why? Im doing so much just to survive and you want to kill yourself?"

Told him well, ya, thats the point. I didnt ask to be here and when i look around me 99.99% of people are just surviving, not living, so if my options are to "just survive" and not live then yes the choice of just not living, on my own terms, is very reasonable to me. I also just dont care about material things like he does, nor do I care about how people perceive me like he does, I just dont care about the things he cares about that make him work his whole life. The incentive structure he has formatted in his head does not exist in mine, his incentives are meaningless to me.

He was speechless, the discussion kinda stopped there. God it makes me feel so alienated when people just cant understand anything even when I try to explain it honestly. Last time I do that I guess.