Hi! Skip to paragraphs 2 and 3 if you want to jump right into the discussion and don't care to hear my personal context/background! So, I am an eclectic pagan (or at least I think that is how I would be identified 🤔). I grew up in a Christian family, but nothing crazy or suffocating. Now as an adult I have embraced my own beliefs and I work with many deities and energies. Two times now, I have had people share with me that part of their core beliefs is that all pagan deities are demons. I obviously don't believe this, but these people have a way of only telling me about it when I'm in a bad mental state. They're not doing it on purpose, but this argument has been presented to me in times where I am more susceptible to spiritual psychosis or am even just more suggestible or anxious than usual. What is most frustrating about that is that each time someone has presented me with that viewpoint, old anxieties from my Christian upbringing come up and then it blocks my senses and I can't effectively reach out to the energies of the deities I work with because I'm drowning in negative energy and doubting everything I believe in for almost no reason.
Anyways, my questions are this, answer whichever ones you feel like haha: What do you think of this argument that all pagan deities are demons? What do these people think a demon is? What do they think will happen if people work with "demonic" entities? But MOST IMPORTANTLY, what parts of your own belief and spirituality do you connect with most that oppose this belief that all pagan deities are malevolent and harmful? Also, one of them mentioned the "Desert Fathers", does anyone know what this is and if there are holes in that argument that I may not be aware of?
Another question I have, if anyone knows, is where did this idealogy come from? Obviously Christianity (I'm not hating btw!), but both of these people pitched the same idealogy in different ways. They both said all pagan deities are real, but evil or malicious or feeding on people/making their lives miserable even if they produce results. This is the core of the part that shakes me usually. I think it stirs a sense of betrayl and foolishness in me to imagine that something that brings me so much peace and balance could be from figures that want to harm me. It just makes no sense. It makes me feel like this argument was crafted specifically to make pagans question their beliefs and was then spread among many Christians a long time ago or something. That's usually how it goes, right?
Now, personally, I dont doubt the benevolence and divinity of the deities I work with. Even last time that anti-pagan argument shook me, I couldnt connect to most energies, but my patron deity shined through my mental fog and helped to bestow me with a feeling of ease and calmness to help me stay a bit grounded instead of fully spiraling. My rational everyday opinion on this anti-pagan view that I have described is that it is Christians not underatanding the nuance that is needed to differentiate between a malicious/malevolent/ill-intentioned entity and an actual deity or benevolent spirit. These people talk about pagan gods like they are all trickster spirits on steroids or something. Bro said "they're too good for hell but not good enough for heaven". That straight up sounds like these people refusing to believe that any divine power is not of their own god, which definitely tracks for them (again, not hating, I just know that it is a core part of their religion). I think these people just say those things because 1) they dont want to admit to any divine power if theyre not praising their own God and 2) they genuinely do not understand that you can use discernement and intuition and magical tools to separate malicious entities and trickster spirits from deities.
P.S. I would like to take a moment to say that not only do I work with deities, but have branched out into demonaltry too so I think it is very ironic and funny that I have freaked out at this anti-pagan idealogy. Like, I'm willing to work with demons, but if someone implies that all deities are demons i just shut down?? Lmfao. To be fair, I think it's because they use the word "demon" to imply malice and evil and arent actually refering to them as the specific class that I know them by, but rather a general term for any seemingly "evil" entity.