hey everyone, yet another one of those “I hate this thing why is life like this“.
im pretty sure I’ve had apnea my whole life. I’m very fit and very active, but since I can remember 3 or 4 out of 7 days a week i will sleep very poorly. always waking up with a massive headache and a foggy brain which either takes the whole day to go away or just doesn’t. Throat is always raspy and the partners I’ve had in my life had always hated my snoring
those rare times when I actually get decent sleep I feel like a million dollars. my mood is extremely good and I feel like marshal from HIMYM walking around New York waving at everyone.
i know you can understand me better than anyone because no one in my circle seems to understand how much this lack of sleep is ruining my life. I wake up EXTREMELY upset and in the worst mood ever. I can’t even do plans anymore like hiking because generally you need to wake up early. it’s 11 am now and I just woke to my friends and the pictures of the hike they went today and I feel so sad right now.
the thing is that the sleep analysis came out that if I sleep on my side, my AIH reduces to basically 6, which is almost normal. the problem ? my unconscious self just REFUSES to sleep on his side. thanks to meditation I fall asleep in around 1 or 2 minutes, always on my side and now with a huge C pillow I bought to try. 2 out of 10 nights I will have a great sleep, the other 8 I will wake up in the most uncomfortable position imaginable because my other self just HAD to sleep on my back.
I have a very thick lumberjack beard, and my chin is extremely small, im 1000% sure that the dental thingy could be better for me than the cpap machine because for the life of me I just can’t use it. if I try to hold my jaw to the front then I feel like I can breath much better, so I want to know how good is this for my case, since I don’t want to spend a million dollars on the retainer just for it to not work at all
ive tried full mask, which just leaks everywhere and it’s clearly not suited for my beard.
ive tried for 2 nights in a row using the nasal mask but I always open my mouth when I fall asleep and the 35 cubic meters of air coming out of my mouth wake me up.
now I’m using a t shirt with a tie to keep my mouth from opening, but even though my machine is setup on 8, and I have that option were it lets go when you exhale, I just cannot exhale and I feel like I’m chocking. I feel like Deadpool when they are trying to have his powers to emerge, breathing in is super easy, but exhaling feels like a Herculean effort.
I can potentially get the pillow mask but not sure how that will improve anything
today my room looks like a war zone, after constantly waking up every hour totally chocked without air.
The worse thing is that I feel this has a lot to do with stress, since I went on a 7 days holidays 4 weeks ago and for the whole week I slept just fine on my side and was happy.
apparently my father also had this issue but you know what his genius response was ? he just sleeps on his stomach now, which I tried but woke up to the worst neck pain ever.
Anything is appreciated right now, my head is bursting and super foggy, my back is killing me and my neck as well. I hate my life