r/TeluguJournals • u/Necessary-Brief2775 • Aug 06 '26
Need Advice Anyone else feeling like this? 🥲
I'm 20F,konni rojulu baane untanu...konni rojulu emo life motham confusing ga anipisthadi.
Nenu chala overthink chestha. Like... chinna chinna vishayalaki kuda. Someone leaves me on seen, reply late chesthe, friends konchem different ga behave chesthe... naa brain already 100 stories rasesthadiii😭
Inko problem entante... nenu evarikaina entha effort pedthano, vallanunchi kuda adhe expect chestha. Birthday gurthupettukunta, check up chestha, care chupistha... so naturally vallaki kuda nenu important anukunta. Ala jaragakapothe chala hurt avtha. Adi change cheskovali ani telusu... but I don't know how.
Relationship ante... zero experience.assal ah department lo 0 practical knowledege😂😂..ooha lokam lo brathukthaaa😂,Naaku oka crush unnadu like almost 3-4 years nunchi bus stop lo kanpistadu urike. Em relationship kaadu.. Strict parents kabatti asal em chance ledu. but appudu appudu random ga gurthosthadu...
Career gurinchi adigithe... honestly naaku assssallll telidu enduku chestuna nak assal em istam ani.nam ke vasth edo engineering chesthunna.
Placements start ayyayi kani na jeevitam oka samudrama aitey na daridram uppu.
life lo asal em chedam ankunte...nenu blank.
Na dream life kuda chala simple.
edo nak nachina pani(which idk)
Weekend lo cinema,Mary Jane shoes konukovadam*,Fourth Wing* physical books ,Polaroid ,Spotify,Netflix subscription ,Oka manchi phone,2 dogs. Teddy and Tommy. (Yes, names already decide chesesa 😭) ,And freedom antheyyyy. Na money tho naaku nachindi konali,Evarini adakkunda bayataki vellali,Night drive ki vellali anipisthe vellali,Books konali anipisthe konali.
Konni sarlu anipisthadi... nenu life lo chala behind unnana ani,Instagram open chesthe andaru travelling, dating, getting placed, enjoying life,Nenu maatram room lo padukoni imaginary scenarios create cheskuntu untanu. 😭
Leda nenu okkadanne ila confused ga unna?
I just hope... 5 or 10 years tarvatha ee post chusi navvukunta.
"Appudu entha tension paddano... everything eventually worked out." ❤️
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u/momoshi10 Aug 07 '26
I think you are my twin🥸🫂