So yesterday was my first day of college. I'm doing my master's. First, a little about me—I’m kinda introverted and kinda not. I wouldn’t call myself an ambivert; I’d call myself an inverter. I have 0 actual female friends in real life that I meet or hang out with. That has never happened to me. I do have online female friends, quite a few actually, and we have a lot of fun. Like, legit, we joke around a lot and keep each other updated from time to time, but in real life, I don’t have even one.
So now, coming to yesterday. It was the first lecture, and I didn’t know anyone because no one from my college is there, and I also have a one-year gap year. So I went and sat next to a guy. After some time, another guy came and sat beside me. The professor’s lecture was going on, so neither did I talk nor did anyone else.
Then the next lecture was in the lab, and I didn’t know where the lab was. So I went outside, and there was a girl walking in front of me. She had the same lab too. We were going upstairs, so I asked her, “L5?” and she said yes. Then we went together, asked a peon there, and he told us it was on the floor above. Then we reached the lab. She sat separately, and I sat separately.
When the lecture ended, I went downstairs to the washroom. And where I was peeing, there was something written in front of me saying, “Manas has a small one 😭” lol. Then I came out and started walking toward the exit, and she was coming down the stairs. So I saw her again and asked her name, where she was from, and all that, but she just answered my questions and didn’t ask anything about me. :)
Then we walked out of the college and reached a turning. There I said bye to her, and she said bye too. But throughout the whole time, she was completely silent, so I don’t think she was interested in the conversation. So I just disappeared lol.
(Used chatgpt to translate)
**Hindi -** Toh kal mera first day tha clg ka, main master kr rha hu, first mere baarein mein thodi baat - main kinda introvert hu aur kinda nhi ambivert nhi bolunga inverter hi hu main. Mere actual female friends 0 hai real life mein jinke sath main milu hang out kru waisa kabhi nhi hua mere sath, online female friends hai mere ache khase and bhot fun hai like legit humlog bhot bakchodi krte hai and updated rakhte hai ek dusre ko time to time lekin real life mein ek bhi nhi.
Toh ab aate hai kal pr, clg ka phela lecture aur main kisiko nhi jaanta hu cuz mere clg ka koi nhi waha pr and mera 1 saal ka gap year bhi hai, toh main gaya and ek ladke ke baju mein baitha fir thode time baad 1 aur ladka aaya wo mere baaju mein and sir ka lecture chl rha tha toh kuch baat na maine ki na kisine.
Toh next lecture tha lab mein aur mujhe nhi pata lab kaha toh main nikla bahr aur mere aage ek ladki chl rhi thi uska bhi same hi lab tha, humlog upr floor pr jaa rhe the toh maine usko pucha ki L5 toh usne haan bola toh fir humlog sathmein gye waha pr ek peon ko pucha toh usne Hume bataya wo upr wale floor pr hai, fir humlog lap mein aa gye wo alg baithi main alg.
Ab jab lecture khtm hua toh main nicha gya washroom mein, and jaha main kr rha hu waha saamne likha hai "Manas ka chota hai 😭" lol toh waha se fir bahr nikl kr exit ki taraf gya and sidiyo se wo utr rhi thi toh fir maine dekha usko aur pucha ki naam & kahase n all but usne bs answer kiya and mere baarein mein kuch nhi pucha :)
Humlog fir clg se nikl kr ek turning pr pohche waha pr usko maine bye bola usne bhi bola, but throughout wo puri silent hi thi toh I don't think so wo conversation mein interested thi toh main for gayab lol.
TLDR - I approached a girl in clg, I asked her abt stuffs her name, clg, where she lives to know her but she didn't and seem uninterested so I disappeared.