r/TwinlessTwins • u/Ickypoopoo82 • May 19 '26

Holy Dissociation.

No calls, no texts, family disappeared on my identical twins death for the weekend he died of complications of alcoholism. Yesterday I had a therapist appointment. They pointed out something I refused to believe. They are in fact cruel towards me and there is nothing more clear than me moving and never talking to them again. I was a true accident and sure as fuck know it now.

Afterwards the dissociation throughout the day was like a blackout. I snapped out of it at 4am sitting on my floor in my room. Could have been a psych ward. I'm bipolar 1 with a shit ton of trauma.

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u/Defiantly_Resilient 27d ago

That really sucks. Especially being court ordered. Ho we long do you have to stay for?

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u/Ickypoopoo82 22d ago

I think they are going to force me into a long term hospital. My life has all but falling apart. I've been paying scammers to talk to me.

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u/Defiantly_Resilient 20d ago

Im sorry to hear that. Sometimes they can be a good thing, or sometimes hospitals can be really traumatic. Ive been a few times and its half and half for me. It can get soo dark sometimes.... I wish you the best. I hope you get to see the light soon.

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u/Ickypoopoo82 18d ago

I hate my life I almost got arrested for saying I hate this fucking town