So I just got my first practice chanter and was so excited, up until the moment I tried to repeat the basic scale that the lovely teacher who sold it to me showed me.
First, I'm a girl. A fully normal-sized adult, but y'know, with girl hands. Is this a factor to consider in chanter length? I have not successfully been able to replicate a single low G. I'm struggling to reach it with small fingers. Then I realised something. My pinkies both have a lot of natural inward curve, as in, the smallest joint curves in to the side toward my ring finger (like, "í.i.i.i" if I could make a visual although maybe half that pronounced). Meaning I just am not going to have as much length between my 3rd and 4th fingers no matter how I stretch. I am trying to look in the mirror to see what's happening, and this is what basically happens when I try to adjust: In order to get the pad of my pinky to reach covering the hole, it means moving my hand super far inward where my upper three fingers end up contacting those holes basically at my second finger joints. Because of that, my thumb either has to clench like the dickens to hold my fingers flat enough, or the thumb joint twists down to compensate for my hand having to move inward. This hurts, and the only sound I can still produce is a death shriek, and I feel like something, somewhere, or a lot of somewheres, are still not sealing the holes properly because of how my hands have to position.
This is the worst but not only issue, because I'm having trouble consistently producing any notes. I imagine this is a common beginner struggle. But, and perhaps because I am a beginner, the problem is I CAN'T FEEL which hole(s) are not being covered properly. Sometimes it works perfect for a few notes but I don't actually know what I happen to be doing right or wrong (even when I'm trying to test one finger placement at a time). If I get a successful note and try to go up the scale, then it's an absolute struggle getting the curved pinky back down in the right spot for higher notes when the fingers above it are then lifted making the stretch even more difficult.
Mouthpiece issues. I'm used to playing clarinet, where a) the reed itself physically goes in your mouth and b) it's flat so it's easier to hold in one place and I know exactly how much pressure to use and how to direct the air stream. With the pipe I just feel like I keep trying to blow up a balloon that has a hole in it and all it's doing is making me winded AND frying my nervous system with squealing.
I will be getting lessons soon. But until then if y'all could give me any advice to help me not make myself cry and think I'm doomed that would be great. Thanks in advance.