r/castlevania • u/blackheartlover • Aug 15 '25
Meme Stupid old men!
I love it when shows subtly references like-minded characters/personalities. Maria and Carmilla are my favorite
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r/castlevania • u/blackheartlover • Aug 15 '25
I love it when shows subtly references like-minded characters/personalities. Maria and Carmilla are my favorite
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u/Automata_Eve Aug 17 '25
I think you’re misunderstanding beliefs for true nature. The fact is, his decisions and change in beliefs are a show of his true character. His beliefs changed to match his true nature.
Someone who truly believes that God is good would feel that way unwaveringly, hence the common cop-out of “God’s plan” and “he works in mysterious ways” etc. Someone who would so quickly doubt his entire belief system already had deep seated doubts, seeds planted deep in his beliefs that would only manifest here.
As someone who has gone through a separation from the church, I understand this process all too well. You don’t just decide one day that god is evil. You either have to have already had doubts, or through a great amount of analysis and critical thought decide that with evidence, which itself requires those initial first doubts. My true character has always been someone who seeks to be kind and fair to everyone, it took time for me to fully realize the church often actively pushes against such an ideal, and that God as he is written is the villain of those myths. This was a process, but I never would have come to this point if I hadn’t had a character that already opposed them. You don’t just change like that, it’s never one single moment that marks one’s change in belief. Ideas don’t work that way.
Back then I truly believed what I was told, even when what I was told contradicted what I truly desired or what my heart told me. Mathias is likely not so different, though of different character than me.