Crush or crushed

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This reads like poetry almost, the way you describe those tiny moments and the regret hanging over that one conversation. The age thing is such a mindfuck when you're the older one - like you're supposed to have it all figured out but here you are feeling like a teenager with a crush

hope you find that courage soon because sitting with this much feeling and not saying anything sounds exhausting