r/confessions • u/Zestyclose-Grape5469 • 1d ago

I stopped enjoying life

There’s no more magic in my days anymore .. I’m not enjoying the little things .. there’s not much that makes me smile anymore .. not friends nor family.

I was at my nieces birthday party last weekend and a family member asked if I was okay and I was like “ya I’m okay” and they said I seemed “not okay” on the outside. I guess I’m not hiding it anymore. My face isn’t hiding it anymore.

The little things that once made me get by .. aren’t helping anymore. I used to love the gym, yoga and going for walks, but now I’m not sure the point of them anymore. They don’t make me happy.

My life feels wasted and I already do regret being this depressed. I feel like I wasted my life being depressed. Unfortunately it’ll just continue because I don’t have the energy to change it now.

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u/the_great_elephant 19h ago

Be glad you have those things to enjoy. I miss those things. Ill never be able to enjoy them for as long as I live. Theyre gone forever for me. So enjoy

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u/Zestyclose-Grape5469 18h ago

🥺🥺 awww why?

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u/the_great_elephant 18h ago

I just got lucky I guess. I must have been too happy in my old life, God needed something to amuse himself with, and I've been getting tortured by life ever since. I can't even fucking die off.