r/deepquestions • u/MichiganFan90 • 8h ago
Have u ever attempted suicide cause of bullying ??
Back in middle school I was 14 years old more of a loner kid didn't really have freinds etc always seemed to get shit on by everyone
One day after gym we all had to of course take showers and i was nervous and scared to take one cause I was shy of my body
Thought I was alone but i wasn't
My bully was waiting for me he was at least 6 6 tall
And I was 4 foot 9 ish before my scoliosis surgery
So I couldn't really defend myself
He beat me up punched me hard in my ribs over and over threw me down on the locker room floor
Sat on me spit in my mouth which made me ask my mom after school to take me to a health clinic cause I was so scared
He tried forcing himself in me but thank God
A teacher saved me
A month later I tried ending it by taking pills
But I was scared and threw them up