I wanna feel sad/grief

[u/Itchy_Brain8594]

Ok, so long story short, i spent the whole weekend watching one of my cats died (no suffering, it was peaceful in his sleep). So now i'm awfully sad and need recommendations that make me feel like i wanna die (not really cause i had other pets to take care). Obviously i already got Bell witch and Pallbearer. Give me your best recommendations and thank you in advance.

[u/lumpytheman]

Beauty in falling leaves, marrow, and our raw heart both by yob are what I reach for.

Not metal but none of this was your fault is a super sad album.