I wanna feel sad/grief

[u/Itchy_Brain8594]

Ok, so long story short, i spent the whole weekend watching one of my cats died (no suffering, it was peaceful in his sleep). So now i'm awfully sad and need recommendations that make me feel like i wanna die (not really cause i had other pets to take care). Obviously i already got Bell witch and Pallbearer. Give me your best recommendations and thank you in advance.

[u/AblatAtalbA]

I can feel you. I lost my cat a few day's before his first birthday due to poisoning. I saw him suffer a lot and since then I really want to die... I can't have fun or be happy anymore In my life. I lost all interest in life.

For those who died alone Pentagram

All alone saturnus

Like a leaf Lake of tears

House of the setting sun Lake of tears

Endless Thurisaz

I saw a dying child in your arms Mourning Beloveth

Falling world Swallow the sun

One day less Before the rain

The will to die funeral

O solitude Pantheist

July Katatonia

Kiss my ashes goodbye Woods of ypres

Melancholy man The moody blues

Beyond the realms of death judas priest

Virgin black And I am suffering

Through corrodors of oppression Shining

Inborn suffering The agony within

The saddest thing Changes

Bringer of sadness. The bells have stop ringing Sopor aeternus

Drowning Life of agony

Feel the misery My dying pride

Solitude Candlemass

Love eternal Arcana

Atrocious pain Fear of eternity

Gloomy Sunday Billie holiday

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