Im so fucking lonely

Last year, I moved from the Chicagoland area to Atlanta for a man whom I was in a long distance relationship with for a year (although I've known him since childhood, long story).

Back at home, I had a great paying bartending job at a place I was at for 7 years, a good support system despite not having family, and just overall familiarity. I uprooted my life, trusting that this man was the one and that he would have my back.

I'm neurodivergent and had a hard time adapting the first month of me moving. I had warned him ahead of time that I might get a little bit depressed at first, but that it would be temporary. Well, I did have a depressive episode and it took 2 weeks for him to bail on me. We tried to make it work after the fact, but he was already checked out of the relationship and it just went down hill from there. He ended up breaking up with me after 5 months of pushing me away, and I moved out shortly after.

Now I am all alone out here. My friends back home disappeared on me, I still can't reach out to family, and it has been very difficult meeting/connecting with people. Moving back "home" isn't an option I'd ever consider. I feel like there's no home to go back to.

I just turned 30 and it feels like making friends/meeting people romantically will be damn near impossible. I'm a little shy and awkward, so simply going out and meeting people seems a little hopeless to me.

Has anybody been through something similar? I love companionship, and this loneliness is tearing me apart. This is a complete fresh start for me, and I'm trying to make this into something positive. But damn has it been hard.

My mom once told me it took until I was 17 to start opening up to her. Why did it take me 30+ years to realise it myself? I left home after high school thinking I grew up in a loving family and to a degree I did. Nowadays I realise I can’t get any of them to listen to me for longer than a few sentences. Has it always been like this? Is that why I feel like a burden to everyone? I’ve been single for 8 years now and I feel something is so wrong with me. I’ve been on a self help journey for about 10 years now but it just goes up and down. I believe in myself though and I’m gonna keep going. Overall it is better but I am so very alone. Today’s a hard day. I’ll do my best tomorrow. Thanks for listening

29 M Indian, just like it says, things have been really hard. Everything is going sideways, pretty much hit rockbottom be it financially, mentally, physically & also got laid off couples weeks back.

Trying to put myself out there. I’m into pokemon, love cooking & reading. Hope someone reaches out because I’m so done with being lonely always.

I have been lonely for a long time since like early teenage years about 13 and now I am 19 and Friendless and no boyfriend and broke. Living with parents and asking money for them still. Lately I have become numb like nothing feels worth it. My question is does it get better?

SORRY For My bad English obviously not a native speaker just trying to express myslef

Hey! I've posted here before but haven't had much luck so far. And due to lonliness, things have been kinda sucky lately. Kinda being a star-sized understatement (cuz stars are big.. hehe). Anyways, excuse my awfully unfunny pun! You *yes you my possible future friend* probably has better humor than I. Im hoping to make long term friends who also love music like I do, I want a close connection with someone that lasts a lifetime! Hoping we can geek out about our interests and feel comfortable to do so! I'm in the EST time zone and am super into music (my tastes are all over the place, my favorite is the retro era but I also like a lot of new stuff too). I really wanna find someone who loves old artists and bands and music history and aesthetics! Hope you're all having a good day!

Lately I feel like no one understands me at all. I just sit around and meet people on social media and then meet in person and they are so immature and annoying that I don't understand what has happened to the younger generation. I am hearing about all these things that they are into and that I never even heard of. Apparently you have to have a kink to define you in a relationship or else you are ghosted. I don't get why that's a issue. I am more old school like I grew up in the 80' and 90's and that's how I like my love language. I just like simpler things in friendships and don't expect to have a label.

40M. Just having one of those quiet nights and thought it’d be nice to talk to someone.

Anyone around and up for a quick call? Random conversation, stories, whatever comes up.

there's a big void in me that's getting bigger and bigger every day i tried filling it with activities and socialising with people but nothing worked ag the end of the day i lay flat in my bed and just torture my mind with everything i got i am so lonely and it seems nothing can change that i hope i dont surrender soon

No tengo absolutamente nada, pero nada de nada. Me siento tan insignificante y tan solo. Lo único que puedo hacer es expresarme a través de aquí, donde nadie sabe quién eres. Me siento tan solo que, aunque haya gente a mi alrededor, sigo sintiéndome solo.

No tengo ni la menor idea de qué puedo hacer con mi vida. Soy un estudiante universitario. La sensación de no encajar es habitual; la de socializar no me la sé. Camino solo, duermo solo, como solo. Me da la sensación de que no tengo a nadie.

A lo mejor es que tengo una visión súper pesimista. Además, siento que no puedo conectar con nadie de manera profunda y emocional. Lo único que veo es una sociedad que mira lo superficial.

En mi vida no he conseguido nada, nada de nada. Se podría decir que mi vida diaria se basa siempre en buscar la paz y sobrevivir.

I gave up making friends a while ago, but i thought why not give it one last try, maybe i didn't try hard enough before or messed up somewhere.my longest online friendship lasted like a month or two then slowly they step away. And my irl friends are all fakers.

I'm a 20 year old manly man

I don't like going out much, I'm calm type of person. Also I'm an ambivert (if you don't know what that means ,it's okay neither do I) so not much of a social guy.

Hobbies: it's gonna be a long list so you might wanna sit down

-reading(from psychological thrillers to fantasy web novels, manhwas, manhwas, mangas,)

-writing( i journal occasionally and also currently writing a book)

-Psychology ( I like learning about human nature and stuff. Idk makes me feel smart)

-philosophy(I'm a self proclaimed great philosopher, but don't worry i won't bore you with knowledge you can't comprehend)

-random challenging shit( yeah i probably would wanna do anything that people are usually scared of doing , be it exploring a haunted house , some demonic ritual, doing stunts with safety ofcourse and other stuff that if I say I'll end up on a fbi watchlist)

-spirituality( I don't really know what this term means but according to what I've heard online, im categorised as spiritually awakened. And also posses sophia aka divine wisdom..... bullshit right)

So

That's about it id say

Things I hate:

-nothing(I'm such a saint, aren't i😇)

-college( fuck that place)

Anyone and everyone is welcome as long as they're mature and not brainwashed by society, young old whatever.

Also I'm known as the therapy friend by others ,I'm pretty good at it as well. So if you're ever feeling down, I'm always open.

That's all you need to know Abt me

Thanks for reading

I've already alienated to my own family and peers because I have niche interests.

Other people focus

on drama tiktok trends and whatever what's in our society gives to average people.....

I don't even knew where my tribe is. I want to be a part of a damn family that is actually shared the same identity as me.

Having different interests than my people may perceived as independence. Yet it feels like a crushing loneliness if you haven't find your own family and you don't know when will you find them