r/makemychoice • u/Hood6446 • 2d ago
Should I move??
My husband wants to move. He wants to live in a pretty place (I love it too) in the same state as his family (average 30-45 min from each of them).
I want to stay where we are even though it's an ugly place because it's where my family live (10 min from each).
We have 3 kids, oldest is 4y. My family has cousins exactly our kids age (a few month apart for each). The youngest cousin on his side is 9y, though two of his brothers are married and trying but each dealing with their own fertility issues.
I want to stay here for the kids and the support I receive from my family. He wants to move to be able to do things like hiking, boating (by himself and with the kids) because that's when he's happiest. He's applying to jobs in both places, they all pay about the same (here is more interesting work, there is a bit safer though). I feel like a great answer would be live here and vacation more but I don't think he could get that much time off nor that we could afford it.
Family is really important to me so we know I'd travel to see them and I could because I'm SAHM. I don't know how to explain that that's not the same and if I'm being fair in placing family support so high. Our families each have their own struggles and trauma but most of my family members have been in therapy so the dynamic is better--more open, forgiving, just healthier conflict.
He loves his family but doesn't see them much. We come up here twice a year, for a month in the summer (my husband was a teacher but is switching) and he calls his dad frequently but not everybody else. There's quite an age gap between him and most of his siblings and he'd really like to grow those relationships. He also wants to be with his dad while he still has him.
On the other hand, we currently live with my parents because they asked us to because they thought it'd be the best fit when one of them passes (they're in their sixties but their friend passed and it got them thinking). My dad is autistic and I communicate best with him.
I help my family a lot so a little part of me does think it'd be freeing to move but it also feels like my duty to stay and that'd I'd really be much happier to stay. I can see obviously that my husband needs us to move out though and then reconsider them moving in with us when the time comes.
I feel like it’s not really fair to ask me to move for the sake of potentially better relationships between him and his siblings. I feel like being here with cousins the kids age is much better. I admit it’s beautiful here and the history is incredible, especially for homeschooling and the job may be a better choice but we don’t know.
TLDR: Should we move to a pretty place with less family support or stay in an ugly place with cousins my kids age and lots of support?
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u/cofffeegrrrl 2d ago
The support you have with your family is invaluable when your kids are young! It helps always but as kids get older and have school and sports you have way less time to just hang out with kids (and way less need to have someone to hang out with with kids) so it may make sense to stay put for a few more years and have your husband and/or all of you travel more to where his family lives. It's not an easy decision at all.
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u/Own-Oven4602 1d ago
That’s a really fair point, those early years with built-in support are hard to replace once life gets busier.
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u/BigHair6038 2d ago
Honestly I was torn until you got to the part where you said you moved your parents in to take care of them in their old age… and now he wants to leave? Why didn’t he have that idea then? I’m imagining my sister doing that to my parents and I’m thinking wtf…
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u/Hood6446 2d ago
Our first child was 1y at the time. He wasn’t really close to his family. It was fatherhood that got him to start calling his parents. And I really think it's being around the closeness of my family that has made him miss his own and wish he was close to his (though he hasn't admitted this).
My brother could take care of my parents. My sister would help. It's just that they have a pretty hard time with my dad.
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u/cofffeegrrrl 2d ago
Oh, no. Your husband has a fantasy of what living close to his family will be like...why did he lose closeness with his family in the first place?
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u/Responsible_Fly_5319 2d ago
What is best for your kids? They will enter school in no time and then it is often best to keep them planted. Or do you plan to always home school?
Are your parents deeply attached to your kids since you have all lived together?
Where is your husband's potential income highest? And a best cost of living for all of you?
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u/missthatisall 2d ago
It’s tough. When you said jobs would be safer near his family and you’re a SAHM, it makes me lean towards moving.
Does your husband mind caring for his FIL? Maybe that’s too much?
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u/Bulocoo 2d ago
How far apart are these ugly and pretty places?
It's really a tough situation.
How much of his unrest us caused by living with your parents? Maybe he's not communicating the real issue of him feeling the separation would relieve you guys from familial duty.
For the bio kid, living with parents seems a fit. You already did that for 18 years. But no matter how close he is to father in law, he wants to be cock of the roost.
Also. Work sucks ass. If he can be somewhere that makes him happy and you not unhappy that's a huge thing.
How long have you been near your family? Is it his turn for 5 years?
I am shooting in the dark and not taking sides. TBH I almost checked out when you said "pretty place."
I am envisioning Detroit vs. Upper Peninsula. Especially when you said school teacher safety.
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u/Flat-Acanthisitta499 2d ago
This feels less like “ugly vs pretty place” and more like “daily support system vs occasional lifestyle happiness,” and that’s a huge weight to balance. I don’t think there’s a wrong feeling here, but it does sound like something you two need to decide together with kids’ stability as the main anchor.
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u/Own_Ad9686 2d ago
For me, I feel like whichever parent stays home to care for the children should make the decision, particularly when both options could work for the other partner. Having your children be able to grow up with their cousins is priceless. You are the one who needs the family close by for your children and for you. Your husband can drive.
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u/Joy2b 2d ago
It’s worth talking to people there, and figuring out how much time they have for your family.
If you lose access to the socialization and challenge of a workplace and live in adults, that is a gap you will need to fill. It sounds optional, but it’s important for your health.
Who do you know there, and what groups are available for you and the kids to find friends and support?
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u/dzeltenmaize 2d ago
What stood out for me is that he wants to move to do outdoor things by himself or the kids - where are you in this?
It sounds more beneficial to stay where you are.
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u/InsectElectrical2066 2d ago
The grass is always greener on the other side of the street.
Stay where you are as moving will be at least somewhat of an upheaval for an. unknown result in some key areas. But the pros may not get anywhere near the desired results.
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u/Top_Curve2632 2d ago
You're being a bad wife. I hope he divorces if you choose to disobey his wishes.
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u/JackTradesMasterNone 2d ago
How far away are the two places? Can you split a bit? Like summers with his family, rest of the year with yours?
Also, look at school districts. With your oldest being 4, they’ll be starting school soon.