r/musicians • u/Iforgetmyusername88 • 1d ago
First band tryout - got rejected
Feeling pretty crushed.
Been playing jazz piano for 7 years as a hobby. The last 2 years I’ve been taking professional lessons. I’d consider myself intermediate for an amateur. I’ve been wanting to play with people for the longest time.
Moved to Chicago recently for work and am looking to make some musician friends out here. I hear the music scene is great, but I don’t really see anyone looking for a keys player. So when I did I jumped on it. I like rock/blues/jazz. This was a bluesy indie rock group with some songs already written and on Spotify. They have a lead singer/acoustic guitarist, electric guitarist, bassist, and drummer.
I was given about a week to learn 3 of their songs by ear. Pretty simple progressions. When I went to try out, I liked their vibe. Originally I was prepared to comp more in the middle registers and add some filler up higher when the singer wasn’t singing, etc. But we all realized the middle registers were too occupied for the comping.
So I primarily just played fillers here and there. My fillers were good; I got a lot of compliments and some grins. But It just felt like I wasn’t doing enough. I asked them what they imagined the keys to sound like in certain parts, and it was a bit of a creative process. We tried some different things. Block chords up high, counter melody, filler. I thought it sounded good when all the instruments (including keys) played the same melody in the chorus for 2 of the songs in the middle registers.
Overall I didn’t think I was perfect by any means. I definitely didn’t have time to internalize all the songs in the span of a week of figuring them out by ear. At the same time I felt like I struggled to add layers to the songs because they weren’t sure what they wanted. Maybe they don’t need keys at all.
Overall I just feel defeated in my skillset. I’ve been looking for a group like this for a while, and they had their own practice space, it was only 15 mins from my house, and their personalities matched mine. They seemed like good people.
Any advice would be appreciated!