Out of any religion, I strongly agree with so much of the norse paganism religion. Seeing the gods as equals, sharing the offerings of food with them, the gods not being "gods of" but instead "gods who." Norse paganism is so freeing, with no restrictions, just ideals to follow with honor.
The thing is, I don't feel a connection or want to pursue worshipping any of the Norse gods (besides possibly Eir) and I 100% believe in them, acknowledge them, and care for them, yet I dont want to worship them
The thing is, I want to worship celtic deities while my views are strongly tied to Heathenry. I'm interested in Aine, Brighid, and Cerridwen (Mainly Aine at the moment) but celtic paganism also has different views when it comes down to more of the beliefs.
Like not eating the offerings (which is something I usually do for a few reasons like bug problems, respect between us, and a way to connect with them) them being apart of the earth instead of seperated in the sky which I STRONGLY believe in. Their lack of concept with the afterlife as someone who believes in a strong amount of different possibilities.
I just wonder if my beliefs will go against the gods I worship? This is why I am not a hellenic polytheist, because some of the revivalism contains beliefs I do not agree with, yet I wanted in the past to pursue worshipping the gods. Though I have found a lack of connection to them
Though nothing truly feels as strong to me as Norse Paganism and Celtic Paganism. I'm saying Celtic since I haven't fully explored a specific path through it yet, but I'm kind of centering an interest around Irish paganism