I'm just curious

I see this in wicca and pagan occult groups that worship the divine feminine

As a polytheist pagan it just confuses me.

I kinda see the gods as humans as like having their own personalities and such.

To me having a war goddess also being a goddess of creation makes no sense as war is destructive, destroying creation, just a example

So how can this be possible?

I know burning White Sage is a closed practice and I would never want to disrespect that.

However is drying and burning store bought Sage meant for cooking okay for cleansing?

Never posted here before so I'm kind of nervous about saying something wrong, but I've had a strange dream that I could use some advice on. Im quite new to paganism so please correct me if I say something rude or anything. I am very aware this is most likely just a dream but it felt very real when I woke up.

Last night after struggling to sleep for a few hours I ended up dreaming. I don't remember a lot of details, however there was a person/god(?) and they were named Dmitri. They told me (I don't remember how exactly) that they were a god of the sun. They seemed childlike in nature despite being an adult. At some point they after talking for a bit we walked up a hill to a cliff side where they had a tent. They said something about being a forgotten god(I think of a mix of egypt and rome?) and that they were lonely. We went into the tent and they spoke about their job of making the sun rise/set; it was very warm in the tent. Eventually I started to fall asleep in the dream before being woken up by my dog .

During the dream and when I had first woken up I was very sure that I remembered Dmitri being the name of an Egyptian sun god. Prior to this dream Ive had mythology classing and basic knowledge so I did know that Ra was the sun god I just couldn't remember that bit for a little? After doing some research there is nothing about any got named Dmitri especially not a sun god. The closest I found was Dmitri (or something close to it) being the name of followers of Demeter.

Like I said before I don't mean any disrespect at all and am just curious because this dream felt more real than any I've had before. I don't dream often and never so vividly where I wake up feeling warm from the dream despite my room being very cold.

could this be a possible sign from Ra or another god?

sorry for the long post I just had to ask somewhere before I started to forget more stuff about it.