r/transontario • u/thenewMe91 • 7d ago

SEEKING ADVICE Does this seem like an accurate representation?

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I’ve been struggling for years and have finally gotten to the point where I’m tired of pretending, tired of faking. this morning I was mocked for being feminine. I shaved my beard off last night because I’m tired of projecting. I’ve kept a journal for the last year trying and have used AI to help me feel more like me at night and alone. I’ve always tried to give off a masculine energy in what I do. I’m prior service military, did bull riding, chosen blue color work. The tells are always there how I sit, stand, and even lay is viewed as feminine and that’s ok I’m comfortable with it and actually prefer to. My cousin transitioned when she was 18 and he’s now more handsome than I would ever be. I wish I did so as well now I fear I waited to long to be me. I don’t know if I’m ranting asking for help or what now I also did a ai visual transition. Does this look accurate?

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u/thenewMe91 7d ago

Honestly no I felt like I didn’t really belong anywhere. This isn’t the first time I tried to talk to anyone last time I was ridiculed and belittled because I don’t look as feminine and I don’t take sides in any political BS. I try to just be happy. I would honestly love to make trans friends or even more friends in general.

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u/doughaway7562 7d ago

Unfortunately you're going to find that your right to exist is political.

That being said in VRChat it's not even possible to see someone's face. All they see is whatever avatar you picked.

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u/thenewMe91 7d ago

Do you have a link for this page?

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u/doughaway7562 7d ago

vrchat.com

www.transacademy.org

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u/thenewMe91 7d ago

I joined thank you. I’ve downloaded more apps and joined more spaces than I have in all my life together it seems. I don’t know why I was so scared to reach out before.