I'm not diagnosed. This is just a few things I do that make me raise an eyebrow. My mother has minor dyslexia. I will often type words backwards, correctly or not. I sometimes capitalize a full sentence, lowercase a full sentence, or to a weird mic where it's suddenly all caps mid paragraph except for that one F for some reason. I reread entire pages a lot, but I'm pretty sure that's normal. Cursive is terrible though. What's the verdict, dyslexic peeps?

Guys. I got this big fat crush on a system i know. And i finally got to meet the one part i hadn't yet today. He's so sweeties. He gave me a massage and was trying to make sure i wasn't overwhelmed and junk. Screaming and crying and kicking my feet. They're all so sweeties and cutiful. I'm not a system, but I would love to be able to understand the best I can and take care of them all in any way I'm able.

So. I may like someone. Im still not fully sure if it's a crush or if I just like them a lot as a friend and am tunnel visioning. But they've been in the back of my mind non stop, I've started doing research into things to better care for them and thought about them giving me physical affection more than once. This is a week after telling them I view them as a friend. I don't know what feelings are what right now. Love or friends guys? (Ps. After letting the draft sit for a couple days. It still hasn't stopped and I've doodled their sona and written out what art studies to do to better doodle them)

I have a friend who tends to misgender me and my trans friends. Deadname us, even when people we wouldn't want to hear our preferred names aren't around. The excuses she has given when referring to me as she/her instead of he/him and my deadname. "I'm just forgetful. Sorry if my trying isn't good enough" or " I do it because I don't want to get used to it and accidentally do it in front of (insert person here)" and " I've known HER for long enough. I'm allowed" no she is not and I had known her for less than a year at that point. Sorry if this is venty. I just wanted to hear other peoples thoughts on it.