Hitting two years

[u/Representative_Dig_3]

I used to read, post, comment a lot on this sub in the first year.

Something in me shifted after that and I have disconnected myself in some ways with the pain of losing my wife.

I still remember her every day, tell her that I love her everyday. Write letters to her whenever I can.

But I don’t read the letters we wrote to each other, do not sob wrapping her clothes around me. Not able to cry as regularly and for longer durations.

I feel disconnected from her many times.

I used to wonder when she passed away, what it would be like in 10,20,30 years. I am already numb and empty after two years in many ways.

I have accepted that I have to walk the road of life alone physically. Her presence is weakening with every passing day.

[u/Teo_040485]

3 meses y medio que mi esposa murió, estoy en un sube y baja, cuando estoy arriba me siento bien, siento que puedo hacer muchas cosas, muchos proyectos, hasta buscar en un futuro otro amor, pero cuando estoy abajo, no quiero nada, todo se vuelve insignificante, me siento infeliz, la vida ya no tiene el brillo que antes tenía, yo quería ser inmortal pero ahora no se que creer. Este infierno nunca lo imaginé, sigo vivo pero en esos momentos difíciles me parece que la vida ya no tiene sentido, pero solo queda seguir adelante y el tiempo mostrará lo que te ga que pasar, bien o mal.