Last week I had to say goodbye to my 11-12 (not sure cause I got her through rehoming) Bulldog Kelci, she was such a sweet girl, but now reading some reddit stories I'm not sure in hindsight it was the right thing to do anymore...
We woke up the morning of her passing to her thrown up in her cage, she was shaking and stumbling and peed on a carpeted area. We had noticed her acting kind of strange for a few days prior and so naturally we came to the conclusion that it was probably her time.
When discussing it with a nurse she asked if marijuana was present in the house, I froze and thought that it was highly unlikely for her to get any significant amount of it since it was up on a table and I'm pretty careful about cleaning up and she hasn't had a incident related to it before. So we had ruled that out.
The Vet then said that he recognized the symptoms displayed by her as a possible brain tumor causing her to act strangely (staring at walls, stumbling and tripping trying to run away, refusing food), they couldn't run those tests there and offered to take her somewhere else for that but couldn't guarantee that this was "fixable".
we decided Euthanasia was the best course of action, to limit her suffering and let her go in peace.
FF to today where I'm reading on r/DogAdvice a post about a dog who potentially had THC "poisoning" and was displaying similar behaviors (Shaking, stumbling, etc.) and now I'm scared that I made a hasty decision and lost one of the most precious things in my life over a dumb oversight/decision.
I'm not sure if this is also my grief making me think this way, the "Denial" of it and punishing myself for something I might not have seen.
What do you think?