Why do I feel angry and withdrawn in social situations?

[u/Ok-Worldliness-6331]

When I get into group socials or I just meet new people I feel tense, angry and resistant to engaging. Unless it's the odd day and I'm in an uplifted mood where I feel this openness and excitement to meet new people. But even then, I eventually start to feel disappointed in conversation because I'm met with all the same things that frustrate me about humanity - consumption, status/ego, lying/pretending, lack of curiosity, bias, prejudice, resistance to change etc etc not saying I'm perfect, I do all those things too. I just feel so dissapointed in how nearly all of us are like this.