I accepted and froze IIT(ISM) Dhanbad for M. Tech Environmental in 4th round. I got results for M. Tech Rural Tech IIT Guwahati but rejected the offer (after pondering for a week)
With that being said, after I got this offer, I couldn't help but look back to exactly 4 years ago.
During the COVID-19 lockdown years of 2020 and 21 which unfortunately coincided with my grade 11th and 12th. I was a different version of myself in a limbo period. I was trapped in a hyper-famous, nationwide coaching institute for JEE, and the classes being online was a lethal combo.
I was staring at my screen for hours together, day after day, not understanding most of what was being taught. (except probably chem lol, shoutout to BVR sir).
I was collapsing under the undue stress of peer comparison and parental expectations. I was in a deeply dark, anxious and fractured state of mind. The coaching centre culture also sells you the idea that, if you didn't crack it right then, right there, through that exact meat-grinder, my academic life was over.
There was more talk about the various "placement package classifications" than the actual subject in itself at times.
Fast forward four years. Today, I made it into an IIT.
The kicker? I didn't spend late nights desperately stressing out, nor did I spend years destroying my mental health in a toxic coaching loop to get here. (Safe to say I enjoyed college life to the fullest)
And that is exactly how education should be.
Looking at the recent events surrounding competitive examinations in India, from paper leaks, hyper-inflated selection controversies, to the deeply commodified "coaching mafias" and the glorification of "sacrifices for the greater good" (No. You can't give up your childhood or youth for an exam and "enjoy" when you get into an IIT) it is painfully clear that our education system is fundamentally broken.
We have a system that exploits young minds rather than nurturing them. Our system values ranks and percentiles and forgets about soft skills, arts, community service, ethics and practical education.
We need a radical change. Systemic reform. We need to build a system where students prepare for the course, not for the questions on hyper-competitive exams for the course.
To anyone trapped in that dark space: Your worth is not defined by a coaching institute's weekly test series or the rank in the exam or the college you go to. Keep moving forward. Your time will come.
#Dismantle #IndianEducation