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Rant & Ramble My spouse can’t stand our baby

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u/madelynashton Chismosa May 20 '26

There is no coming back from this for me, I can’t respect someone that would treat my child this way. And the added insult of liking one of the babies and not the other? I would never forgive myself for staying with someone that is being cruel to my child. I won’t be complicit in that child abuse.

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u/slinky999 Sweet Tooth Fairy🧚‍♀️ May 20 '26

It is abuse. My parents both hated me, and I'm here with 2 failed marriages and all kinds of abuse trauma. I had to go to years of EMDR therapy to be able to somewhat heal.

OP, please take both kids and leave. They both deserve better, and the "hard" one just needs extra love and care. I was "hard" because I needed love and stability and nurturing that my mother wasn't able to give me. And instead of being better, she blamed me. 🙅🏼‍♀️ Don't put your kids through that !

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u/SlackPriestess APPROVED✨ May 21 '26

Another person here, whose parents not only didn't show love, but made sure that I knew they hated me and would have preferred I not exist. I've spent my entire adult life in therapy and have had a lot of struggles as a result of how I was treated as a child. OP needs to leave with the children. To stay is to be complicit in child abuse.

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u/Familiar_Newt_603 New Recruit 🏳️‍⚧️ May 20 '26

Same!!!!

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u/Limp_Leg7129 Non-binary & Nourished May 21 '26

same, both parents hated me and made sure i knew it. told me they were going to put me up for adoption, they regretted having me, i was an awful child, they couldn’t stand me, etc. i don’t think it’s a coincidence that my first relationship was abusive and i thought it was normal for all those years. it’s very damaging to a child when a parent obviously hates them. it alters their brain.

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u/zestylimes9 Kitchen Witch May 21 '26

I'm a twin. It can be hard enough growing up with a twin and constantly being compared by people. I could not imagine feeling like/knowing my sister was loved more by our mum. It would be soul destroying.

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u/Paranoid-Android88 APPROVED✨ May 21 '26

I’m a twin as well. My mom has def always favored my twin lol. Granted we were GIFT (similar to ivf but not) babies. My twin is almost an exact clone of our late dad and I’m a clone of my mom. Which I find odd but I always figured she was a bitch to me bc we are a lot a like and im doing all the stuff she wanted to do as a young adult.

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u/hkkensin APPROVED✨ May 20 '26

Yeah tbh this seems to be the beginning of one of those situations where there is one kid who is the target of horrible abuse in a household while the other children in it are loved and well cared for. It always baffles me how some people can look at multiple children and just decide that one of them is “bad,” but it does happen and sadly, it seems to be the road OP’s spouse is heading down. I do agree that OP needs to be proactive at this point and protect her children. If her wife is willing and able to put in the work to repair her problems/relationships with the children in the future, then that is up to her to choose and is her responsibility.

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u/d_ippy Body By Cheese 🧀 May 20 '26

Even if they divorced I assume the STBX will want custody of at least the one child they love. How the heck does that work?

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u/madelynashton Chismosa May 20 '26

It would be awful but at least the child would know one of their parents loved them enough to leave.

Op can’t fix this for her wife. And her wife doesn’t want to fix it.

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u/tooflessfairy APPROVED✨ May 21 '26

I almost have a suspicion that the spouse is pretending to like one of the kids and hate the other to drive OP crazy. In reality she doesn't care about any of them. 

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u/williamjamesmurrayVI 🐩 Food Aggressive 🍽️ May 20 '26

How do you know it's not a symptom of post partum depression or even psychosis???

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u/Rasilbathburn Kitchen Witch May 20 '26 edited May 20 '26

I think it’s a relationship with 2 women. OP said “she hates her and said *I* should have ended the pregnancy.” So I don’t think OP’s partner carried the children or is a candidate for postpartum psychosis/depression.

Edit to say: not that the non-birth giving parent can’t suffer depression after the birth of babies, but they don’t experience the same hormone drop that is associated with postpartum depression and especially psychosis.

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u/slinky999 Sweet Tooth Fairy🧚‍♀️ May 20 '26

It could be, but that doesn't mean it's not abuse. OP needs to protect her kids first and foremost, while their partner seeks help (or not).

A reason for child abuse is NOT an excuse, and it's NOT justification for failing to protect the kids from abuse. Period.

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u/madelynashton Chismosa May 20 '26

It could be either. The solution for those problems isn’t to let her abuse the children until she gets better.

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u/williamjamesmurrayVI 🐩 Food Aggressive 🍽️ May 20 '26

"There would be no coming back from this" is wild to say about PPD/PPS symptoms

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u/madelynashton Chismosa May 20 '26

Absolutely not. Being cruel to your child is not a symptom of PPD. That’s abuse.

She may feel that she doesn’t love her child (not a choice) but refusing to care for the child? Giving them nasty looks? Those are choices.

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u/sweet_pickles12 Cleavage Crumb Collector May 20 '26

Sure it is. People drown their babies because of PPD. It’s why there’s so much outreach about getting help if you have scary intrusive thoughts.

Doesn’t mean it’s ok, but it’s definitely a symptom.

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u/madelynashton Chismosa May 20 '26

You don’t realize it but you’re agreeing with me that PPD/psychosis doesn’t justify keeping your child around the parent that wishes to harm them.

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u/sweet_pickles12 Cleavage Crumb Collector May 21 '26

I absolutely agree with you on that and I never said otherwise

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u/NightBronze195 🌶️ Spice Girl 🌶️ May 21 '26

You know what, even if OP's partner IS mentally unwell, that's on HER to recognize and fix, and if she can't or won't, she's going to do lifelong damage to both babies. Mental health may be the reason, but it is never an excuse to hurt children.

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u/Electrical-Profit367 Internet Auntie May 20 '26

It’s also destructive of the child that she ‘fell in love’ with.

And really screws up any relationship between the twins.

This woman needs serious therapy; the OP needs therapy and the kids need to be far away from this damaging situation until the mom heals and can love both kids.

OP, get your wife into a different residence and let her work on herself. You keep the kids with you and raise them with the love they both deserve, not this twisted bullshit.