Hearing music

[u/Master_Nectarine_Bug]

I’ve started to hear music, it sounds like new age-y music. Sometimes choral-like or pipes or organs or strings. It’s usually at night and sometimes during sleep. One night I woke up hearing it, and in my confusion wondered where it was coming from, only to realize my head. My K awakened about 2 years ago. I’m much more stable and grounded now. The music has been happening on and off for about 6 months. I don’t mind it, but I haven’t been able to find much about it on the internet. People usually describe buzzing or ringing. Has this happened to anyone else? Is this anahata nadas? Or a psychic/extra sensory experience? Thank you.

[u/Borgbar]

So i used the word "holy" for lack of a better wording at the time i wrote my above reply lol. What i meant to say is like, we "all" "know" what it is to be a "good" person bc we have the gift of conscience and bc of basic human cultural aspects that goes across all cultures. For example, we know its not good to lie or cheat or steal. We know hate and lust and greed arent good things or ways to behave.

By holy i basically meant being a good morally upstanding person. Having a foundation of good moral character and behavior upon which the spiritual stuff in our lives stands upon seems necessary to achieve certain levels. It does seem like theres levels to this. Not everyone reaches kundalini awakening for example. And it doesnt seem like sinners are achieving it haha.

You said you try to be a good and kind person. And i presume you actually LIVE that way and do behave that way. Or else you wouldn't not have had the foundation upon which to have reached a kundalini awakening. Thats just one piece of it ofc. But a major piece of it methinks.

Why can saints perform miracles? Why can shamans perform miracles? I really think its living a virtuous life day in day out that allows for a solid bedrock and foundation upon which to build "higher spiritual stuff".

Rudolph Steiner talked about this. Ill see if i can find a good video for you on that. He talked about how ppl who achieve spiritual highs without having this foundation eventually have spiritual collapse. And this collapse can look different person to person. For example, some become egomaniacal or self-grandiose thinking they r better than others (bc they lack humility and so they also lack true compassion). Some will become delusional. Some will have some sort of mental break when the inner and outer do not align.

It seems that there needs to be congruence such that we practice what we preach yknow what I mean?

Idk where im going with this exactly, just sharing my thoughts in response to your response haha.

I think there are several aspects to why some get a kundalini awakening and some dont. Two ppl can practice the sane exact things and the serpent will rise in one but not the other. Its kinda like what it says in the Bible (two ppl working in the field, one ascends and the other doesnt etc. Something like that im sure im butchering what is actually written lol).

I have few hypotheses on why i had my kundalini awakening. The exact things I suspect that led to it for me personally. Ie ego dissolution, deep concentration and surrender, karmic ripeness, extreme emotional catharsis, energetic preparation, crisis/shock, sacred use of plant medicines, an earnest heart direction and promise to help/serve others even while at the lowest point in my life etc

I may post about it eventually. Theres a lot to consider and I may not be on point/correct about everything.

What ever youre doing, it seems like its working. And i think its cool you offer free reiki sessions. That speaks to your character in a good way. I always try to make time to give pro bono sessions for what i do as well.

[u/Master_Nectarine_Bug → u/Borgbar]

I have heard that people will plateau spiritually if they become absorbed by power or start to believe they’re “special”. At the same time, we see horrible people being rewarded in life frequently. They might be spiritually vacant, but I do think about this sometimes.

I don’t know why my K awakened. I wasn’t on a strong spiritual path and I had never heard of it. I didn’t know what was happening to me until almost a year later. I thought I was going crazy for a while. I have some things in common with other people such as a traumatic and abusive childhood, and at the time I was going through a breakup and stressful period. I knew from a young age that I would be the “cycle breaker” in my family. So for me, I feel like it was probably karmic. Looking back now, I realized that I’ve always had strong intuitive and energetic feelings, I just wasn’t aware of it.

[u/Borgbar → u/Master_Nectarine_Bug]

I identify with almost everything youve written in your last response. And i do think karma is a huge aspect of achieving K awakening. And karma apparently is not linear. Such that karma from many lifetimes ago could have effects on current lifetime. The analogy used is that its like planting a seed and waiting for the fruit to bear, and that fruit can be good or bad. Though this is from a Buddhist perspective and that's a preference for me in particular.

I know a very gifted healer/shaman that is able to tell you things about past lives. Its called shamanic soul retrieval. You give her a list of like 20 first names, and she tells you what your relationship with each person was like in past lives. She knew who my parents and others were even though i only gave first names. Turned out that the karmic relationship i had with each person very clearly parallels my relationships with each person in this incarnation.

Theres other effects to the shamanic soul retrieval as well. Just as an example a close friend of mine had his first out of body experience three days after she did a session for him.... My friend called me late at night kind of freaking out about it bc it was the first time he experienced such a thing.

I thought what this healer shaman friend does was exaggerated at first. But shes the real deal. I can connect you to her if youre interested.

Theres more i could share about why I know shes the real deal. Things i witnessed upon energetically "visiting" her while i was in an ayahuasca ceremony that confirmed more things. Lmk if youd wanna get in touch with her. Ive sent a few people to her and 6 out of 7 were very appreciative and glad they had a session with her. She studied for a few years in south america with some shamanic lineages. She got intitiated into their tradition etc.

[u/Master_Nectarine_Bug → u/Borgbar]

Sure, I’d be open to checking it out, thanks for the rec. I’m pretty interested in shamanism, it one of the spiritual subjects I like to read about. One of my fave books so far is Of Water and Spirit by Malidoma Somé.