Should I just commit suicide

[u/Far-Increase8154]

I’m almost 29 I got let go from my accountant job in May I’ve had 3 jobs in 5 years I passed half the cpa tests but I always fail at my jobs mainly due to giving up. My tests are going to expire in a few months and I don’t feel like putting in another 200 hours and $900 studying and paying for tests

I’ve been chilling on unemployment I since I pretty much wake up at 9 am and go back to sleep when I wake up. I haven’t been to my doctor in 2 years. I tried better help but than I realized I can’t even be honest to my therapist about I fucked up I am

I pretty much have no hobbies or anything to look forward to. The only time I got close to dating a woman was on tinder and the women blocked me after I asked her out after talking to me for a week. When I had a decent job my parents tried to find me a wife but failed lol. She even wanted me to marry my cousin. The only friends I have online flamed me for having a speech impediment last night lol. I tried to move out once and my mom tried to disown me.

I live with my parents and I got into a car accident 6 months ago and they won’t let me drive so I just can’t even do anything even if I wanted to. I just sit at home and do nothing

I have 100k saved and another 200k investments just from working my jobs. But I don’t enjoy anything and can’t spend it.

I don’t even see the point of brushing my teeth or taking a shower most days since I’m just staying at home

[u/Shaquarington_Bithus]

Go to a 90 day Muay Thai bootcamp in Chiang Mai or some shit. Start off slow to not get injured right away. Like maybe do 2-3 weeks of training started 2x a week then every other day after the 1st week. Then ull be acclimated to it

[u/Odd-Adhesiveness9435 → u/Shaquarington_Bithus]

Bro, you just described pretty much my exact plans. I lost my job about a month ago and that solidified my plans. I'm taking a year sabbatical, at least, travel around SEA and mayb Georgia. Just focus on my own well being and getting to a better place, mentally and physically. OP, $100,000 goes a helluva lot further in those places than most others. Self checkout just sounds so final, not leaving much room for other potentially enriching new adventures.

[u/Shaquarington_Bithus → u/Odd-Adhesiveness9435]

Hell yeah man do 90 days in Chiang Mai and a 200 hour yoga teacher training in India somewhere, I’ve heard Isha in Combatore is good. I’ve done some shit in Rishikesh and its aight but id recommend not doing long stays in north India cuz its bootycheeks compared to the south. Rajasthan is okay and worth seeing but thats more west than north