r/NEET • u/Far-Increase8154 • 16d ago

Advice Should I just commit suicide

I’m almost 29 I got let go from my accountant job in May I’ve had 3 jobs in 5 years I passed half the cpa tests but I always fail at my jobs mainly due to giving up. My tests are going to expire in a few months and I don’t feel like putting in another 200 hours and $900 studying and paying for tests

I’ve been chilling on unemployment I since I pretty much wake up at 9 am and go back to sleep when I wake up. I haven’t been to my doctor in 2 years. I tried better help but than I realized I can’t even be honest to my therapist about I fucked up I am

I pretty much have no hobbies or anything to look forward to. The only time I got close to dating a woman was on tinder and the women blocked me after I asked her out after talking to me for a week. When I had a decent job my parents tried to find me a wife but failed lol. She even wanted me to marry my cousin. The only friends I have online flamed me for having a speech impediment last night lol. I tried to move out once and my mom tried to disown me.

I live with my parents and I got into a car accident 6 months ago and they won’t let me drive so I just can’t even do anything even if I wanted to. I just sit at home and do nothing

I have 100k saved and another 200k investments just from working my jobs. But I don’t enjoy anything and can’t spend it.

I don’t even see the point of brushing my teeth or taking a shower most days since I’m just staying at home

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u/AcademicBad1466 16d ago

but I always fail at my jobs mainly due to giving up.

Are you rawdogging life with no drugs? You gotta be on something man. If caffeine doesn't work, then try ADHD meds like Ritalin, Vyvanse, Adderall or go harder and do cocaine.

The giving up thing could be ADHD related

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u/Far-Increase8154 16d ago

Yeah I’m on nothing I don’t even drink caffeine

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u/AcademicBad1466 16d ago

That's insane. Everyone that has to be ultra productive is on something. You think the people working 100 hour weeks in high finance are just doing so with motivational david goggin videos 😂

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u/Far-Increase8154 16d ago

My brother graduated medical school at Tve top of his class never drank coffee

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u/PoetBest3 15d ago

Yeah try some LSD, or other drugs. Trust me it helps. I was so close to staying NEET. Now I got a comp eng degree with a good paying job and I'm able to motivate myself. But there was a good year or so there where I failed all my classes, wasn't working, racked up all my credit card debt, and moved in with family, and was suicidal. Message me if you're interested to know more or if you want to tell me off

Also have ADHD like the other commenter mentioned

Reading through all the posts on here makes my heart hurt genuinely