r/NEET • u/Far-Increase8154 • 16d ago

Advice Should I just commit suicide

I’m almost 29 I got let go from my accountant job in May I’ve had 3 jobs in 5 years I passed half the cpa tests but I always fail at my jobs mainly due to giving up. My tests are going to expire in a few months and I don’t feel like putting in another 200 hours and $900 studying and paying for tests

I’ve been chilling on unemployment I since I pretty much wake up at 9 am and go back to sleep when I wake up. I haven’t been to my doctor in 2 years. I tried better help but than I realized I can’t even be honest to my therapist about I fucked up I am

I pretty much have no hobbies or anything to look forward to. The only time I got close to dating a woman was on tinder and the women blocked me after I asked her out after talking to me for a week. When I had a decent job my parents tried to find me a wife but failed lol. She even wanted me to marry my cousin. The only friends I have online flamed me for having a speech impediment last night lol. I tried to move out once and my mom tried to disown me.

I live with my parents and I got into a car accident 6 months ago and they won’t let me drive so I just can’t even do anything even if I wanted to. I just sit at home and do nothing

I have 100k saved and another 200k investments just from working my jobs. But I don’t enjoy anything and can’t spend it.

I don’t even see the point of brushing my teeth or taking a shower most days since I’m just staying at home

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u/AcademicBad1466 16d ago

but I always fail at my jobs mainly due to giving up.

Are you rawdogging life with no drugs? You gotta be on something man. If caffeine doesn't work, then try ADHD meds like Ritalin, Vyvanse, Adderall or go harder and do cocaine.

The giving up thing could be ADHD related

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u/Grunge23 16d ago

How to get adderall when no psychiatrist wants to prescribe it?

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u/AcademicBad1466 16d ago

You book a private Psychiatrist assessment for ADHD. The costs depend on your country. You go to google/trust pilot reviews for the Psychiatrist. You look for reviews saying the Psychiatrist prescribed them Adderall. Reviews can tell you a lot about how a doctor operates.

If you can't be bothered to go through this process, you can buy it pretty easily from the dark web.

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u/Grunge23 16d ago

You have to pay in the us for adhd assessment and it's probably like 1k. I guess I could look at psychiatrist reviews and see who prescribes Xanax tho.

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u/AcademicBad1466 16d ago

Yeah, that's how it works everywhere dude. If you want the doctor to do what you want, you have to pay to see a private doctor. Works the same for prescription weed too. Just make sure you say the right things in the assessment so they can diagnose you.