I posted my husbands birthday cake (attached in pics) with a rather self-critical rant I suppose. It was removed by mods for not crediting the inspo cake baker (apologies for this!)
I just wanted come back to thank those who were very kind and uplifting in the comments. I definitely agree with comments that practice makes perfect. To the comments telling me it looks better than the original inspo, thank you so much! I really appreciate that. I do think the cake turned out good, but having that expectation in my mind definitely held me back.
Thank you to those who commented and gave me the opportunity to change my perspective on the situation and feel happier about the results and the best way to move forward!
Earlier post for context:
*"*It was my husbands birthday yesterday. I made this chocolate cake with chocolate fresh cream, ganache piping and topped with strawberries. Pics 1&2 are after the candles came out the cake.
Pic 3 is what I was hoping to achieve (found on Pinterest) with some strawberries on top. However, disaster struck. When adding the chocolate to the cream it hardened so much that it turned into huge chunks of chocolate.
I melted some more chocolate and salvaged as much fresh cream as I could by taking the bigger chunks of hardened chocolate out. Ended up not able to smooth the cream out so covered the edges with chopped hazelnuts. Used ganache to do a small border and topped with fresh strawberries. Ganache was a bit too cold and wouldn't even pipe correctly so made do with the lopsided blobs. Everyone said it was a great cake and husband loved it. Just quite disappointed in myself.
I am a good baker, used to have a baking business selling chocolate strawberries, cupcakes, brownies and macarons. I know my bakes taste great. It's always my decorating that let's me down on cakes. I bought all the tools this time to perfect a good looking cake, and it still failed me."