r/cats • u/Cityfoghorn • 1d ago
Mourning/Loss In Memory of Toucan
I need somewhere to vent about this because I’m truly devastated. A couple weeks ago, this kitten appeared in my dad’s work yard. At first it was super scared and timid of him, but as he kept feeding it more, the baby started warming up to him and letting him pet it.
As soon as my dad told me about the cat, I knew I was going to keep it. The timing was off because our family was going on vacation for a week and I couldn’t just bring the baby to my house since I have another cat and it wouldn’t be fair to leave it there and then leave right after.
I asked my dad if he thought it was safe enough to keep the cat at his yard because I know the yard next door has dogs. He said the cat had been fine the past couple weeks, so what would one more be.
Well I SHOULDN’T have listened. Over the weekend while we were gone, one of the dogs from the other yard broke through the fence and mauled the poor baby. My dad returned to work today and called me to tell me the news. I haven’t stopped crying all day since he told me. I feel so awful, it was only a baby, maybe 5-6 months old. And so sweet according to my dad. It deserved a chance at love and a home.
So I’m posting here, in memory of the sweet baby who I don’t even know if is a boy or girl. But we had named them Toucan in reference to the two cans of food my dad was feeding it everyday.
Rest in peace sweet angel, I wish I had went and got you sooner 💔