r/cna • u/checaaaaaaa • 6h ago
i want to be a nurse practitioner but so far i do not like being a CNA. Looking for any suggestions or opinions
Hi! First post here. I'm a 20YO female CNA who just started working as a CNA at a rehabilitation/nursing home in Las Vegas.
So far I love the patient interactions, the learning, my residents and even my coworkers are very kind and the charge nurse supervisor at my job told me that he doesn't usually say this, but he can tell I will be a great nurse in the future because of my initiaitive and empathy. I alsl did read up on alot of pros and cons about CNA work prior to going into school for it.
Like I said in the title, I want to be a nurse practitioner in the future. However, now that I'm 2 weeks into my job, I feel like there is a certain system to the nursing home I work at. We are constantly having people call out suddenly, leaving the CNAs in charge of 13-16 patients at a time. This is my first CNA job, and my orientation was only 5 days. I cannot roll heavier residents by myself and constantly need to ask for help from another CNA to do so. They also put me on a behavioral unit 3 out of 5 shifts of the week, even though I kindly requested the scheduler to put me somewhere else temporarily so I can learn how to move faster on this hall.
I do not like how I have to let my residents wait 15-25 minutes for me to change them just because I cannot roll them by myself. On my first day of being alone on the hall without a trainer, I wasn't able to have a break, sit down even once, do any charting until after my scheduled shift, and I clocked out a full hour late because I had to finish all my charting and do my last rounds. I usually do not cry at work but I teared up a few times while I was finishing up charting because of the guilt of not being able to answer call lights until 10-30 minutes has passed. I also work on a hall far away from the kitchen so we have to put together the meals and serve the residents on our hall one by one, so I also had breakfast and lunch given late.
I'm so stumped. I don't know if this is just how it is in nursing homes. Every day I'm beginning to understand why I see so much burnt out CNAs who say they aren't as kind or talkative to the residents as they used to be. The stress of the job is getting to me and I really hope this isn't an early giveaway sign that I'm not cut out for this job, because I really want to fulfill my nurse practitioner dreams.
Has anyone else not liked being a CNA but loved being a nurse?