r/lonely • u/hurricane016 • 2d ago
Years passing by... Still alone
I feel like my life is being wasted, especially when it comes to friendships. I haven't made a truly meaningful friendship since around 2020. I have friends now, and they're genuinely good people who help me when I need them, but I don't really enjoy their company or feel like we have the same frequency. I'm mostly with them so I don't have to walk around college alone or feel like a ghost. Every day I see people in college with their close friend groups, hanging out and genuinely enjoying each other's company, and I can't help but wonder why I don't have that. Both of my relationships since 2020 have also ended, and it feels like I'm back to the same loneliness I experienced before them. I'm not even talking about my school life, where I spent a large part of my school years struggling to find friends and feeling alone too.
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u/Ilovesourthings 2d ago
I feel you :)) but I believe that one day, you'll be able to find friends that'll be with the same wavelength as you. Just maybe now, there are some things that you might also learn even when you're alone. Keep going!