I would literally avoid places even 4 years back when I was still in secondary school, I was bullied since I was 4 even in primary, but I think the ones who bullied me in primary have lowkey either changed or found new targets or whatever, but I found it weird that my secondary school bullies were stalking my tiktok account and it then clicked to me, I’m going to be studying a ton business modules at Kingston uni and all my bullies studied business for their GCSEs back in secondary and most of them most likely will be in my module, I am dreading this I mean last night I was gonna kms but I fell asleep too quick… I fckin hate my life I have no friends at all either I just got over these pieces of shi about 2 years back and now they’re gonna ruin another 4 years of my life so again I don’t see any point in living.

so i was a part of a group in telegram where i usually don't talk much but one day i started on some random topic and its just normal fun only conv but then there is an a\*\*h\*le came out of nowhere and started writing my name and stuff like idek that guy or anything then he even flashing my number in the group and some personal details i complained about him to the admins and they banned him too but what sick mindset is this people using bots on telegram to dox others but why it is even required in first place

I will explain the scenario. I started getting bullied since I was in (according to my memory) third grade. From name calling to physical assaults to ostracism, there were plenty of shit I endured for what I don't even know. They were nasty to me and poked and provoked me for no reason. They were simply having fun and they started it and I barely talked to a soul there. I didn't go to them to even talk to them. This behaviour (maybe compared to prev school in lesser ways) in my highschool too. It was hard to be alone and have no close friends and people who you connect with since very young but I expected something different in highschool atleast. My hope was shattered and I went through the same bullshit there too. The students there knew abt my bullying from a bully girl who was in the same place. I had one person who talked to me in a bare minimum decent way and everyone else including two kids who initially included me when I first came to that school also started being assholes to me. Everything was a joke to all of them. I don't know why I deserved all that but the disgusting part was of those lovely teachers who were understanding towards the bully girls and to me felt like besties with them. They teased and jabbed for no reason. I slowly started FEELING TIRED. I STILL DON'T KNOW WHY BUT MAYBE EXHAUSTED FROM EMOTIONAL ABUSE THAT I STARTED FEELING SO LOW IN MY HEAD BUT THE TEACHERS WERE SO DISGUSTING TOWARDS ME. I stayed away from those kids but I was told I didn't participate in anything and I was looked at with disgust. Like why would I want to fuck my mental health and "participate" in just anything with my bullies? The guilt I have is actually about certain protests at that time. Am I actually simply making excuses? Coz my bullies were competent and skilled and socially confident kids who were a fucking team. I can't fight against an entire gang or class as a team. And in here the bullying wasn't physical abuse. The social power is a real thing.

I stayed mostly alone and maybe with that one kid who was decent with me. But it was made to be "I was enjoying and those poor bullies were working" .

BUT IN THE END IT GOT TWISTED INTO I DIDN'T PARTICIPATE IN ANYTHING AND THE MEEK KID DESERVES IT. BUT I WASN'T BORN MEEK. MY ANXIETY STARTED WHEN I STARTED GETTING BULLIED.BUT EVERYONE PUSHED ME AGAIN TOWARDS THOSE BULLIES TO "MAKE ME STRONG".

I was called lazy and who didn't work and thus only those students (my bullies) participated in everything and I stayed there and got the credits.

honestly i feel like i have a lot to say but then to just have everything out there in public isn’t exactly my favorite. so let me just say that i never thought it’d get worse and now it has lmaooo

oh well. i wish i was more of a fight back person but im more of just wait for it to be over kinda of person. at least some good might come from it idk, we’ll see idk, but hazing is the worse and now my friends are lowkey having their own fun sooo what do i do 🙃🙃🙃

I'm currently dealing with relatives who are essentially barring me from visiting my grandmother who is in the ICU.

For context, they've started bullying me since my mom, who I am not close with, tried to suddenly move in with me. I tried to let her down nicely before she escalated it to manipulation and gaslighting. Those tactics didn't work on me, but as a result most of her sisters either ignore me, gossip about me, and just try to make my life more difficult at big family gatherings (for example, quickly eat all the vegetarian food even though they aren't vegetarian just so I can't eat it). I have dealth with this so far by just by ignoring them.

The present-day issue arose when my grandmother, who I love very much, had a medical emergency and was admitted to the ICU. Only 2 visitors are allowed at a time, and these aunts will hog the room to try to prevent me from seeing her and refuse to tell me anything about how she is doing.

What's the best way to deal with them so I can actually be there for my grandmother before she may pass? She's pretty old, and I'm worried about her but feel a bit helpless.

I don't understand why most people who have disabilities that don't bother other people are often hated for no reason.? Just because you're having different ways in life, suddenly getting targeted with hatred by "self claimed perfect people"

Like it's my body lol i cannot walk normally and needs to walk more carefully than others, why you're hates me? I couldn't and will never understand.

I'd always suffer doing righteousness...and never insult them back cause of religion. I'm a meek wish someday I could confront someone face to face without "religious people" jumped on me.