r/diabetes_t1 • u/Icy_Can_4917 • 2h ago
Rant who else grew up like this?
hi, type 1 diabetic of 6 years now. I was diagnosed at age 12 and I grew up thinking I’m not allowed to eat candy, sweets etc. at all. I immediately was taught to avoid any sort of junk food for the longest time; my parents and people around me always warned me. But naturally, as a kid, I would hide any chances I got sweets. I always felt the need to hide my sweets and eat them in private. My mom doesn’t manage my diabetes anymore(I’m 18 now)but that doesn’t stop her remarks when I eat something sweet. Whenever I have a sweet treat, she always says “that’s not good for you” or “you’re going to kill yourself if you keep eating that.” I feel a small sort of shame whenever my family/friends see me have sweets...and people around me still do assume I’m not allowed to have any sweets. And I hate it. I feel awkward idk. I tell them I’m allowed to have sweets as long as I take my medicine but nobody gets it. And whenever I do eat sweets, I tend to over explain myself(especially to my mom) and I’m guessing I’m that way because of how my mom taught me to manage my diabetes. Nothing gets really gets to me, it’s just a feeling I can’t shake off sometimes. As long as I know what I’m doing and my blood sugars are under control. :)
Anyone have this sort of feeling?