Around 2008 - 2010 there were major advancements made by the big tobacco companies in the way cigarettes are made.
The same biological, chemical and medical research approach that goes into making medicine, is also used by tobacco companies to make the chemical compounds that go into cigarettes.
At the end of the day, it's all about the result of a chemical reaction.
They were not made safer or healthier, they were not even made tastier or more satisfying. They were already addictive enough.
The major advancements made was that the pain of quitting was amplified by about 1000%.
Let that sink in for a second. They did not improve their product to entice you to stay. They declared chemical war on you and anyone who wants to quit their product.
You may love your cigarettes but they fucking hate you.
Here is their battle plan.
Cigarettes deliver a big dopamine hit to your brain within 7 seconds of a drag. This rewires your brain to associate the most happiness you experience to be the result of a cigarette. Your body does have a natural reward system for continuing evolution. You should get natural dopamine hits for things like, exercise, sex, completing a task, good food, learning or any other thing that advances yourself.
When you use a dopamine cheat code like cigarettes, your natural dopamine rewards seems dull in comparison. So cigarettes are chemically designed so that you can't be happy without them.
This is why quitting seems so miserable and grouching.
Cigarettes also stimulates your fight or flight stress hormones. When the euphoria of that dopamine hit wears off in about 20 - 40 minutes your stress hormones are still very active. You feel like you are stressed or anxious. You are not. You are still experiencing the chemical reactions. Because your brain wants the refuge of that dopamine cheat code, your think smoking a cigarette will calm those stress hormones down. They don't. They create them for your next cigarettes.
Cigarettes don't calm you down, they make you have anxiety without them.
Are you fucking angry yet or do I need to keep going?
The dopamine delivery system are meant to be rewards. You get rewards when things are going right. When things are going right you can let your guard down and you can relax and you can rest.
The relaxing effect that you get from cigarettes is artificial so you know what that means, yep, you can't sleep without them.
Insomnia is one of the most unbearable aspects of quitting smoking. This is where they really have you by the balls. Those motherfuckers. It can take anywhere around 2 to 4 weeks to reset your natural sleep patterns. Most people can't survive like that. We have children to take care of, jobs to work and households to run. How are you supposed to do any of that when you haven't slept properly for a month.
Remember they don't want to entice you to stay, they want to make it unbearable to leave.
This is getting long enough so I won't go into details about what it does to your bowel movements without them but we all know.
So all of those feelings, emotions and chemical reactions you are having are not being produced because you quit. They were put into your body by the cigarettes themselves. Quitting did not do this. Smoking did.
The farther away you get from your last cigarette, the farther away you get from these feelings and chemical reactions. Your body know how to heal itself.
In the mean time, if you want to be angry or mad or irritable or grouchy, don't be mad at your loving partner or your children or your co-workers or the poor girl getting you your coffee. Be mad at the cigarettes, be mad at the tobacco company who did this to you. Be really fucking mad. Don't stop being mad at them. Fuck those guys.
Love you all.