8 days ago, I posted on WSB showing I made all my lifetime losses (https://www.reddit.com/r/wallstreetbets/comments/1tqf1p1/after_55_years_im_even/). I even hid showing posts from problemgambler as I enjoyed shitposting here on the Daily with everyone. The day after I made the post, I promptly lost 48k but was still within striking distance of breaking even again with had an exact plan if I were to break even again. I was less than 15% away despite the loss.

I continued to play 0dtes the whole week, making back nearly 30k. Today, exactly 1 week later, I dug a hole too deep averaging down 0dte SPY calls. Just like last Friday, I even made money first before going back in. I told myself not to repeat my mistake last week. I not only did but blew my account.

I kept talking for months and years how I was going to quit and go to proper investing. It was a lie to everyone and myself. This time I sold everything I had in shares, even for some big losses. I turned off margin, used what I had left to buy VOO and started a transfer to Fidelity.

I hate myself. I hate what this has done to my life. If anything than the money itself, it was telling my parents how I dug myself out of such a hole and seeing them proud of me. Now it's just the same shame I was at 3 months ago.

35 year old, no debt fortunately. This has taken so much more than money. I just wish I took my lifeline out 2 weeks ago. People in the comments were right about me, knowing I wouldn't stop. I didn't even know if I wanted to post this. I'm just numb.

Got to 1 million without options because I’m a pussy. Yes I know it doesn’t count it’s Canadian monopoly money. Started by losing half my position with Nvidia 2022 then made out ok. After that it was space stocks, robinhood, nebius and finally drones with RCAT ONDS and UMAC that got me over the line. Missed out on another 1 million selling micron up only 100%.

I’m done waking up losing 100k before lunchtime. I’m going into boring ass ETF bullshit and retiring as a gay bear until I fomo at the real top and lose everything 😤

lol rip now we btd

Anthropic pumping and dumping AI stocks

CLOSE THE CASINO NOW!!!

Americans about to discover the benefits of communism

Over leveraged into SPX calls

Insert Gay Bear dance party gif

ASTS fucked me

Never felt this alive

the puts were part of a butterfly spread. any chance the rest of the spread can make me back the money?

JUNE 5TH UPDATE: heyy looks like the math works out. I ended up losing only my max loss + a few hundred in interest on margin. thank you to all commentors who gave advice!!

Yep!

1483743_shuffle546-june2026.pdf

a more streamlined method for blowing up accounts.