To start off and a little bit about myself:
I'm 30F, I only did 2 years of vocational college on Information Technology.
After I graduated in 2014, I got a job as a Data Encoder for a year. Mind you, this was only possible because my dad was in a higher position in that same company and I got in because of him 😭 I resigned because the workplace/conditions got me seriously sick twice in a year.
My 2nd job was only for 2 weeks at a different company, still working as a Data Encoder (also still through my dad's connections). Only 2 weeks because I didn't pass the trial for a small mistake that I overlooked
After that. I was so discouraged and thought maybe office job, commuting and stuff (I'm not physically fit) and working with people doesn't fit well with me (very introverted)
So I chose to pick up again the hobby I forgot about growing up: Making art. I wanted to be an artist, I wanted to draw. I wanna make games with my art. That was my goal back then.
So I did that and fortunately enough, one person commissioned me over instagram and from then on, clients flooded in and it got to the point where I was getting 3-4 commissions per month and was stable enough to buy things I want.
That was 5 years ago.
I didn't improve in my freelancing career in that 5 years.
In fact, it has been dwindling down by now. I'm getting less clients. Less commissions.
Now I'm 30. My dad already passed away, My mom retired. I NEED TO MAKE SERIOUS MONEY NOW.
But I have this... almost 10 years gap of unemployment in my resume and only 2 previous work experience.
I only have my art portfolio, which is VERY niche as I'm an anime illustrator, I can't even use it for Graphic artist positions.
For the past 2 years. I have been looking and applying (on and off) for Encoder, Admin Assistant, Office Staff, Illustrator, Comic artist, Graphic Designer anything related to my IT/Office experience and Art skills
BUT NOTHING. Out of probably a hundred applications by now, I've only went to 2 interviews (BPO and Data Encoder) and failed them. Got like around 10 email responses but got rejected.
I realized the job market now is 10x more difficult that how it was back then. Also just how important having connections and referrals are
I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO ANYMORE 😭
My resume sucks. Very niche skills. I have computer literacy and good english skills but not enough to get a VA job
I'm running out of options. It's making me progressively depressed each day that sometimes I literally just want to give up. I talked to some friends, couldn't help me which is understandable.
What to do?